Fatherfucker's Favorite

The psychic is thee only miserable character in this series SAVE HIMMM

The psychic getting tortured every chapter, FREE HIM.

I feel more bad at him than Mc, dude keeps hearing too much shit I'm surprised he didn't just go to the countryside or just became a monk lmaoo

Im team mind reader all the way. Both of them suffer the consequences of bl world and they can suffer together

I need mc and the psychic to meet, as well as the bl writer cmonnnnnnn I've already read fics with them as friends and the dynamic is so good cuz they're all meta in some way, people who in some way or another, aware of how this world works. Mc who knows the truth and does his best to escape it, the writer who's wish already came true and the psychic who suffers from knowing way too much and too little at the same time. Plus, I just want them to have their own people who can understand them, they've been lone wolves all this time and I honestly feel so bad for the psychic, he's been taking damage after damage ever since his introduction ╥﹏╥

he isn’t safe even at his own home

The mind reader, mc and bl mangaka should meet.
This trio would be invincible

I am crying reading the comments of people trying to proselytize about this grimy ass story. Literally “this is disgusting!!!” *clicks on next chapter* everybody knows it’s batshit insane and grody bro you don’t have to prove anything to anybody. The crucifix on your wall must be talking to you like the Green Goblin mask if you think soiling your britches on an illegal manga reading site is going to contribute to better discussions about how these things are portrayed in fiction. That or you’re just batting your junk like it’s a boxing speed ball and you’re in denial about it.

After I was able to get over the fact that I would be reading a story where a guy named BRETT gets plowed by a guy named HAYDEN and I was able to make peace with these Riverdale ass character designs I’ve come to the conclusion that I really like this story. I was on the fence at first because before the big twist happened I was put off by the way Hayden straight up brutalized that man, only to find out that Brett was playing 4D chess and his true endgame is to get his anal crevice turned into an anal cave.

I think Brett is the kind of bottom society needs more of, really. I’ve read the raws and the sex they have is so violent and so at war with Brett’s biology that it causes nosebleeds and vomiting. And even while he’s contorted in pain you can see that he’s having the time of his life. I don’t know whether to be uncomfortable or not but good for you, white boy goated with the sauce. (You know what I mean by sauce). Even when it seems like he’s finally in over his head he always comes away laughing and it’s such a breath of fresh air in a genre where the uke is always getting dickmatized and needs to cling to his meat dildo seme for comfort.

Hayden on the other hand is fascinating because he doesn’t want to be ruled by his biology, but his ascetic lifestyle isn’t sustainable for him at all. Despite that, I feel like he’s one of those “pain=value” sorts of dudes I see all the time in college who think that by putting themselves through avoidable suffering it’ll make their lives more meaningful. And for Hayden, who cares so much about his art, I think a lot of that pain goes into his writing as a vehicle for creativity. So while on the outside it seems kind of like he’s just being yanked around by Yaoinel Messi, you can see he feels both intrigued by and resentful towards Brett for fully embracing life’s pleasures and still being a happy, relatively functional person in equal moxie.

Anyways, it’s good stuff. I’m just kind of mad because I think someone should really buy Brett some brown contacts.

My only wish is that their dynamics remain alpha x alpha. None of that sudden omega transformation bs.

These here, are exactly two Alphas! Most Alpha x Alpha don't maintain their dynamics because they end up looking like Alpha x Omega couple, discrediting the actual nature of alphas which is always explained at the beginning of a lot of omegaverse manhwas.

I normally like when two toxics become couple, because it makes sense in a way. What I don't like much is when their toxicity is unmatched, or isn't at the same level, like when one character is toxic and the other isn't... I don't fancy when they don't match their insanity and/or their pureness at some degree (๑•~•)
In this case, I personally didn't liked the end much. Found it way too short(￣∇￣")
I wanted them to do it for a second time to see if their last debate changed for better or for worst!
But yeah, I liked this couple's dynamic so farヾ(☆▽☆) I want more Alpha x Alpha like them ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)!

Thanx ♡♡♡♡

Now this is hate-fuck done RIGHT

So basically, since everybody seems confused let's open a discussion about it.

What I got from the story is that our mc (white hair) has some problems with his pheromones, he hurt his ex bf (omega) and got scared to go near omegas (romantically) again, even though he is taking pills that would help him. However, he is too scarred from the accident in the past that he only relys on the pills, which causes his instincts to pile up.
Now the uke (brown hair, lower alpha) appears. Uke (and the other player) got abused during his childhood (from the coach), where he learned that he has a domination kink. After getting hurt during a game, he also finds out that he's basically a masochist. Well, now he needed to find an alpha that is strong than him, and is into the same stuff, but is still easy to manipulate. Here comes our mc that tries to make himself feel better by helping omegas and only being on the friend zone with them (that's why uke said he is the wolf in sheep clothing, as the mc is trying to hide his true nature by being with omegas). Well, the uke tries to provocate him into trying to dominate him, and he (uke) doesn't even need to do much beside giving the blond omega a little nudge (omega lies about the uke coming onto him, mc gets mad, mc tries to talk to uke, uke provocates him during his rut, mc can't control his livelong hidden desires, rape(?)) .
Now mc is feeling bad, as his personality would have never allowed such an act (but he lost himself), he feels ashamed of himself, but still wants to apologize to uke, however he just can't bring himself to it.
Uke notices that and lures mc into a trap (calling with no called ID, pretends to be the school president and tells him to come to the office after lectures ended). While mc is on his way to the office he sees blond omega with the house owner of the party where he raped(?) uke. [But honestly their conversation is unnecessary to understand the situation. ]
Mc goes into the office just to notice it isn't the professor/president, but the uke. Uke now reveals his knowledge about him (his past, his problems, and how easy it was for him to be manipulated) and goes on with telling him that he (mc) was the only one at fault for that accident but that he (uke) still consented to it (because he did manipulate him, and he did provocative him, and he wanted it, but ofcs mc is too dumb to notice). Well, now he tries to clam mcs mind with telling him how it's only his instincts and that it was unavoidable that it would happen some day (here we can connect it to the wolf and sheep story again; he (uke) doesn't think that the wolf is bad, as it only response to his instincts (he said that in chapter 1-3)). Also kinda manipulating mc, and also letting him know he's (mc) just as wretched as him (uke) , that's why he (uke) is the only one that can help him (mc).
Well, and in the end uke got what he wanted and mc can finally let his instincts go wild and both feel good until the day they die (probably during their rut lmao)

Uke also brought up another story about sailing, which I interpret that he just likes to take risks and the feeling of near death experience.

If you have anything to add, I would love to know ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙

You heard of manipulative semes? Well get ready for manipulative ukes.

i honestly love how the artist presents ruts. the aggression and sheer force is what i’ve pictured, and between alphas even more so. they managed to really encapsulate the relationship of alpha x alpha well

i love manipulative rude cunning ukes so much ukes like this are so rare need more ukes like him

bratty masochist bottom alpha? Sign me up
Thats the best flavor of bottom

beyond the hot dynamic b/w brett and hayden, i also love how immersive the story is - like it feels so true to an american (ivy league?) college. the dialogue is so excellent you really get a sense of the character's personalities even the side characters. i've read the raws and it just gets better and better...blaming losers for giving this a low rating when it's like a top 3 bl out there

Honestly I don’t mind these kind of stories as long as both mc and ml are fucked up in the head and it’s not just one sided

Hayden straight up telling Brett he KNOWS he was bullshitting about wolves and sheep is a POWER MOVE. Hayden is saying that he saw through how Brett was trying to manipulate him. This is him asserting power ie. “I was NOT manipulated by you, I KNEW and yet I CHOSE to take your hand.” He's establishing his agency and how he's not just going to be another person that Brett plays around with.

Right now you can tell Hayden is clearly still suspicious of Brett. Meanwhile, we still don't really know what Brett is thinking because he seems so unpredictable and so flighty, things are kind of a game to him. He's not necessarily a bad person btw!!! He's just clear about what he wants, and he'll give equal benefit to the other person so it's "fair"