Seinder's Things

Okay, I wanna say that I am not crazy.

I really don't know how to say this but. Everytime I'm awake at night something is pulling me, like forcing me to go to sleep. What's crazy is that during it I can't breathe. Idk if it's a dream but it feels so real. Everytime I try to stop it it's like forcing my eyelids to close. LIKE BABE I CANT FUCKING BREATHE. I fight back cause it's always putting me into a nightmare or sleep paralysis dream. I don't know tho cause the paralysis dream is allowing me to move. I always stay in my bed. Everytime it happens I can hear my heartbeat making thump and it gets louder everytime. Also everytime it happens i can force myself to wake up. I close my eyes and stop thinking abt it and i wake up. I'm so scared idk what to do, idk if it's like my body telling my ass to go to sleep. Someone tell me pls.

Tell me your best/happiest manga/hwa/Hua
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What is the most saddest, mostbheart wrenching, moments in any story's you have read in mangago?

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Kinda bored someone tell me the most disgusting thing you've ever said to a person.