i feel this in my soul damn i always feel so insecure about my body to the point that i'm not ready to date anyone if i haven't lose weights and got skinny first
jeez, they really need to fix the pacing bcs i really thought uke was cheating with the old man
TW: BULLYING, VIOLENCE, ABUSE OF POWER, MENTAL ABUSE, KIDNAPPING, GASLIGHTING, HOMOPHOBIA, DISCRIMINATION, CHEATING, HARRASMENT, RAPE, DRUNKEN ASSAULT, PROPERTY DAMAGE, STALKING, PUBLIC HUMILIATION. THIS ISN'T EVEN COMPLETED.. i've read the novel and i think the manhua's version had been dropped. well, those TWs are the ones i remember.. sigh..
ok, now this is my piece of mind abt this manhua (IT CONTAINS SPOILERS):
i know it was a bad idea to read this. i already saw clips of seme's bad behavior but i had no idea he was should've thrown into prison. SQ is a very rich person.. and met LCX who is a very poor person and has feminine trait. SQ liked LCX from first sight but he was one that made LCX's life hell bcs he couldn't accepted that he liked boy back then.
ok, then he came back again into LCX's life again bcs his obsession back then hadn't ended just like that. well, again he made LCX's life hell bcs he commited all the TWs i listed. LCX's had enough and broke the relationship and ran away.
LCX's ran and met this brother Li but ended up not happening bcs of SQ kept in the way. he couldn't moved on. too bad bcs brother Li is a very thoughtful guy and only guy whom treated LCX's with love and respect.
Skip to the 117, SQ got stabbed. I thought it was Ji's doing but no.. SQ fucking stabbed himself so he can get LCX's attention (MANIPULATIVE ASF)
- Ji Yuanqi retorted angrily: "I didn't injure him! He stabbed himself."
Li Chengxiu was stunned for a while.
Ji Yuanqi continued to rant: "I had to call you just to tell you that! This Shao guy is insane! He was the one who grabbed the knife. I thought he was going to stab me, so I snatched it from him. Then he held onto my wrist and stabbed himself in the stomach! -
SQ is fucking insane.
And LCX's realized he had no fucking choices so he came back into SQ's arms. well, after that he didn't misbehave bcs he still tiptoed around LCX's who had enough of SQ's fucking bullshits.
-Li Chengxiu squatted down holding his head.
His fate had always been decided by others.
Who had ever asked him what he thought? Who had ever asked him, whether he was willing or not?
Everything Shao Qun had done shocked and frightened him. Li Chengxiu had to admit that Shao Qun had achieved his goal.-
Well fuck you SQ with all your dirty money and your evil tricks and manipulations. I really don't want anyone to blame LCX bcs he is too soft. HE IS A NURTURING AND FEMININE AND IN LOVE. he has nobody and poor but he is the strongest person i know.. after all he's done then SQ came and fucking controlled LCX's life like a frickin toy. i literally have lost count on how much LCX had to move out and change number just bcs of that psycho. SQ did not deserve LCX at all. but again, fuck the author.. can't just give happy ending after all the unfairness LCX's had to been through. it was fine if the genre were psychological.. but it was fucking romance. what the fck, are you trying to change ppl's point of view about love??? i am not type of yapping person but this is just too much man. i really want to know what kind of weed the author was smoking bcs this is really bad. stop milking money from toxic and violent relationship.
TW: intense bullying in highschool
MAAAN author really won't give what we want when they reunite again lol i was expecting something more dramatic than thaaaat. but it was really good. this is so gay, damn. men yearning for each other is just ... WHOLESOME. but again the author really gives us reality checks for like everything in it. they kept talking about marriage but author didn't fulfill the wish. they could've just made them married abroad but gahhh. was there still 2010 jn the author's universe? get them married, let them come out to the fam and friends and don't make them feel lonely pleaseee i beg u authorrrr
WHAT THE F WHAT THE F WHAT THE F is chapter 76 really necessary? it ALMOST stops my heart permanently since it real CLOSE to the ending. ughhh YA'LL senior lawyers and rich. go to the goddamn psychiatrist. anyway this good. imo ending kinda rushed but i'm still grateful bcs it could be worse than this. one advice for ex... BURN THE GODDAMN RESTAURANT!!!
NOOOOOO I NEED MOAAAAR!! anyway this is so fototaxia
first volume was kinda infuriating for me bcs of toudou's behavior in the beginning. man, i read this just bcs i wanted to read the sequel abt kirishima's brother haha but i'm glad i pushed it bcs this is wholesome. kirishima's mom is amazing i just know the ex-husband fumbled so fucking bad. may she gets yui-kun after all she's done
i usually don't like game theme because too much characters and terms and can be confusing but this one is so simple
but i found ren's confession really painful damn like the author is so cruel for the misunderstandings. and they let the plothole too.. at the end they didn't explain anything to the older brother abt the misunderstanding. it was actually 100% avoidable
took me years to finally finish this (fk u procrastination) and all i have to say that this is cute and definitely green but not entirely stress free.
the way kamin behaved in the beginning kinda rubbed me the wrong way, but then i saw the enviroment he lived in and felt grateful he didn't turn out evil (daymn). sorry but uncle suho and sacheon going back tgt isn't necessary. it would be better if they part ways bcs i think sacheon will and still gon choose his parents. hope he makes up his mind about priority or else his parents have to die first so he finally chooses suho.
junil is being petty lmfao he really wouldn't have let hyunjae get any credit