
At first I kinda thought Mamiya's sour attitude made him an incel but... hmm... not sure if you'd still call him that. I don't think he's asexual, but his past SA trauma might contribute to how he is. But it's more like, the thought never crossed his mind because casual sex is unproductive and he'd never deign to engage promiscuous activities - or at least that's the excuse. He always has this attitude like he's not just above everyone else but like he's not even a normal human being with feelings and flaws. It's cute seeing him getting embarrassed and fumbling over his ego
So many hopes and promises for the future ...wasted. Mamiya spent so much time trying to keep him alive, they didn't have a lot of time at the end. I can't bear it. I can't stop crying. I did the same at one point, trying so hard for weeks; unable to sleep because I was afraid to wake up and they'd be gone. I think a lot of us had or will do the same with loved ones. And then the cremation...
At least Mamiya didn't spend all that time as if Sada was on borrowed time. At least they spent most of it just going day to day. It might seem like each day is taken for granted, but its better to live not worrying when you'll die. Sada appreciated everything Mamiya did despite his sour attitude and nihilism.
Man, I need someone like that. Someone that will cause the end of the world for me, even if it's impossible. The thought is beautiful
Mamiya was willing to turn the world into zombies just so Sada wouldn't have to hide and could go out without feeling like a freak. Truly the villain who would destroy the world to save you. I'm so heartbroken that it ended like this.