I hate being a teenage girl born into a time where you see perfect girls and guys every time you open your device. I hate how I've never been told by anyone how ugly I am yet I feel so imperfect. Nobody has ever called me ugly and gave me a reason to feel ugly, it's all from myself. In fact I've been told countless of times, I am beautiful yet I fe...... 2 reply
i feel like i'll just let people come and go. Friends, lover or whatever other has no more meaning to me as I feel like everyone has their own people already. I am extremely late to making friends (16 but is graduating soon) and along with incapable of keep people around me. I don't have anybody else who is willing to communicate with me nonstop an...... 4 reply
I fear for what I have in the future. I'm losing myself and those around me. Im willing to sabotage myself just to be somebody's choice/option. I'm scared of losing my friends, family and eventually my own mind. I've already committed a bunch of unforgivable things and said thing that aren't very good but not bad enough to make me unredeemable as a...... 2 reply
has anybody ever gone through multiple different emotions in one sitting/horrible awful disgusting mental episodes before going thru their cycle? Is it just a mental illness thing or sth deeper??????