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flan says:

I feel like I'm slowly straying away from the people around me especially my "close" friends whom I've known since we were in 7th grade. She was the only person who listened to my stupid confessions and responded back with the same wit and energy.

flan October 18, 2024 4:21 pm

We cried together, we hated others togethers, we admired others together, we visited each other's place uninvited, we would do EVERYTHING together and I enjoyed every minute of our time with each other even if we didn't talk. Her presence made me feel like myself

flan October 18, 2024 4:26 pm

There were times where we would disagree on something big or find one another annoying and end up arguing over little things but not even a minute after, we would already joke about something else. She wasn't my first friend, I had two other close friends whom I had known since 5th grade and all 4 of us were as tight knit as family. It was rare for all 4 of us to be together physically but we always made sure the one left out felt apart of everything still

flan October 18, 2024 4:29 pm
There were times where we would disagree on something big or find one another annoying and end up arguing over little things but not even a minute after, we would already joke about something else. She wasn't m... flan

no secret were left behind between us and if either of us said something unpleasant, we would all correct each other and move on, depending on the situation sometimes we would be a tad harsh but it was all out of good and we looked out for one another. All of us weren't always a group, me and this one person had been friends since 5th and we both went through friend groups to friend groups until we reached the 4 of us

flan October 18, 2024 4:31 pm
no secret were left behind between us and if either of us said something unpleasant, we would all correct each other and move on, depending on the situation sometimes we would be a tad harsh but it was all out ... flan

as important as back stories are to what I want to admit now. I'm saddened that I was torn out of the picture. I want us back but I've already moved on, they've done enough to justify my emptiness and attitude towards them yet I still crave what we all had