Eclyps April 14, 2017 7:52 am

Today the guy i love the most - for real - found out what i've been reading here. To make it even worse, it was a smut dj. Apparently he remembers the pattern to unlock my phone when he tried to make a call to his own phone while i was taking shower. And there it was...laying out in the open...the last page on my chrome...a pic of two very interesting characters making out like hell.
It was awkward. Totally. Probably he would react a lot cooler if i was cheating on him. But I'm not, instead i read a very "funny" manga. "What on earth are you reading!!"
I replied with a giggle - still taking shower. After that, i calmly finish my wonderful shower time and hook up with my phone asap. I don't even recall the manga i read, need to find out what he just saw. It was a very steamy one..
Then he confronted me again when i was still with my towel. "Why you do that??"
I said, "it was gooood!" then i giggled again and played cool and ignorant.
He seemed to be a bit shocked and i can tell clearly...he became a lot more quiet...like withdrawing himself from me.
So i acted like nothing is a big deal. The truth is, nothing is a big deal...yet i feel like this is a funny and sad incident at the same time. I wonder what he thinks of me but i really don't feel to bring this kind of topic any longer. Honestly i feel like...he might start to unwant me and things about me start to crumble into something unknown for him.
He's a very very utterly straight guy.
Well, I guess I'm going back to my plan today...is a holiday here. I'm going to cook something special as planned last week and clean the toilet.
Is there anybody out there could share the same experience with me? I could really use a story to cheer up myself a little bit.
Thanks.

    Wow April 14, 2017 8:04 am

    Aaaawwww. Nice job playing it cool. My husband knows I read yaoi and I've even shown him some really smutty ones that he actually reads. Hopefully your guy will understand. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    lily_nuit April 14, 2017 8:17 am

    ho my god you just describe my worst nightmare!!! I'm a total parano with my phone (it's lock with my fingerprint!) and I clean my browser really often ( and I live alone ! :O) I was listening to a show and the guy was arrested because y was watching pedo porn and then I start to remember all the yaoi that I read... some are really... something you know what I mean! So I even start to paranoy that some cop somewhere could possibly see what I reading...
    but it's only drawing ! haaa! it's story and cool and... hot !!

    trying to imagine explaining to someone what I'm reading ... hell no !! ╮(T-T)╭

    I totally sympathize

    Lioness April 14, 2017 8:38 am

    I use a Swype keyboard, so it looks like I'm making patterns when I unlock my phone. this way, they'll never figure out there was this guy whom I was interested, he asked where to read mangas and I recommended him this site, totally forgetting the usual mangas displayed on home..I asked him about it the next day and he said it's fine.(he doesn't want read anymore) fun times

    606 April 14, 2017 10:14 am

    I think he might just be a bit shocked. xD but I hope he'll understand and accept that you have your hobbies. xD my bf knows I like BL,, and even tho he's str8 af he said he isnt prejudiced towards gays.. so i guess im lucky. ;u;

    But i mean... he must watch porn right? xD so you reading yaoi shouldnt be that bad... but o well i hope he lets it pass

    supremecurt April 14, 2017 10:29 am

    omg he might just be scared that you wanna buttseks him, it's fine lol

    Kidding aside, hopefully you'll break the awkwardness soon. A lot of straight men watch lesbian porn, I don't think these kinds of interests are anything out of the ordinary these days.

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 10:52 am
    Aaaawwww. Nice job playing it cool. My husband knows I read yaoi and I've even shown him some really smutty ones that he actually reads. Hopefully your guy will understand. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Wow

    Oh wow! Never knew any guys like yours actually exist!! Now my definition of a cool guy has slightly changed =p
    Even my brother..one day i used his pc to read few stuffs and forgot or didn't intend to do anything with the history...ended up with him screaming - I could hear the scream from downstairs...then he text me couple of times just to remind me of how wrong my readings are.
    I envy you. i do (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
    Thanks for sharing =)))

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 11:03 am
    ho my god you just describe my worst nightmare!!! I'm a total parano with my phone (it's lock with my fingerprint!) and I clean my browser really often ( and I live alone ! :O) I was listening to a show and the... lily_nuit

    Hahah thanks =))
    I should have just activated the fingerprints lock only ┗( T﹏T )┛
    Indeed it's a nightmare...now i can even say goodbye to incognito windows since there's no more secret to hide.
    People like us...deserve to live without being paranoid about anything and truly we deserve few cups of coffee!! Let me pick you, i badly need a good coffee!!

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 11:07 am
    I use a Swype keyboard, so it looks like I'm making patterns when I unlock my phone. this way, they'll never figure out there was this guy whom I was interested, he asked where to read mangas and I recommended... Lioness

    Hahah..thaaaaannks!!
    Now i do feel better about this incident.. knowing I'm not the only one.
    Well, he's been going out for hours and leaving my cookings untouched.
    Not too fun but at least i can continue what i read...(▰˘◡˘▰)

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 11:14 am
    I think he might just be a bit shocked. xD but I hope he'll understand and accept that you have your hobbies. xD my bf knows I like BL,, and even tho he's str8 af he said he isnt prejudiced towards gays.. so i ... 606

    I do hope so..
    We've been living together for awhile and both of us work from home and actually...i never caught him watch porn...even his hard disk and laptop are innocent (╯°Д °)╯
    That makes me the one with dirtiest mind.
    Yes indeed you're lucky!! You should know that at least in my circle...guys are paranoid with everything to do with gay stuffs.
    Have a wonderful day there, you lucky one!! And thaaaaaannksss!!

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 11:22 am
    omg he might just be scared that you wanna buttseks him, it's fine lolKidding aside, hopefully you'll break the awkwardness soon. A lot of straight men watch lesbian porn, I don't think these kinds of interests... supremecurt

    I seriously laugh the part you mentioned about buttxxx. You see weird thing is he seemed to enjoy it when he makes me watch lesbian porn.
    I'm not interested in watching anything gay...except if it's anime...hahah!
    I was only reading and it's like way bigger issue than watching lesbian. Kinda unfair i think...
    Thanks... Hopefully it breaks asap too. Seriously people need to be judged not only based on their readings (=・ω・=)

    midknightlove April 14, 2017 12:10 pm

    That happened to me with a guy friend but after he saw the bl couple in my phone, he told me he LOVES bl. We became really closw after that (=・ω・=) (He was very very straight btw)

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 12:31 pm
    That happened to me with a guy friend but after he saw the bl couple in my phone, he told me he LOVES bl. We became really closw after that (=・ω・=) (He was very very straight btw) midknightlove

    Whaaaaaat..how could be there's no such guy around me like that??
    It's hard enough already to find a same sex friend with the same interest...you need to pack him and send him here!! I'll give you my address (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 12:40 pm
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    If i were you, I'd hug random people every morning since I'd consider myself one of the luckiest girl..on earth.
    We used to watch snk together too..but when it comes to my fav of all...hq...he will snug himself somewhere i can't find. And today, it was hq dj...i will never be able to make any request regarding hq again (=・ω・=)
    Thanks so much anyway!! Can't wait for him (us) to recover.

    supremecurt April 14, 2017 1:42 pm
    I seriously laugh the part you mentioned about buttxxx. You see weird thing is he seemed to enjoy it when he makes me watch lesbian porn. I'm not interested in watching anything gay...except if it's anime...hah... Eclyps

    He makes you watch lesbian porn?? HAHA Then make him read yaoi too, that'll make you guys even (i'm bad at giving advises believe me lmao)

    Eclyps April 14, 2017 2:20 pm
    He makes you watch lesbian porn?? HAHA Then make him read yaoi too, that'll make you guys even (i'm bad at giving advises believe me lmao) supremecurt

    that actually sounds like a genuinely genius advice! it's just that i'm not sure i have nerve or guts to actually make it true. by now i even don't have that much confidence to have private time with my phone *typing this from pc where he could easily spot what i'm doing (in attempt to make him think i read something else too) ( ̄∇ ̄")
    but seriously...i think you're mastering the art of giving a great advice!

    supremecurt April 14, 2017 4:20 pm
    that actually sounds like a genuinely genius advice! it's just that i'm not sure i have nerve or guts to actually make it true. by now i even don't have that much confidence to have private time with my phone *... Eclyps

    Oh dear, as much as I'd love to indulge on your compliments, we absolutely have no idea what would've happened lol. But anyway, maybe the most normal response to your situation is to just calm it down a little bit, sometimes you could just go on with your lives as if nothing happened. Maybe he's actually contemplating right about now lol

    lily_nuit April 14, 2017 5:59 pm
    Hahah thanks =))I should have just activated the fingerprints lock only ┗( T﹏T )┛Indeed it's a nightmare...now i can even say goodbye to incognito windows since there's no more secret to hide. People li... Eclyps

    hooo yes coffeeeee !! lot of coffee!!

    Wow April 14, 2017 9:03 pm
    Oh wow! Never knew any guys like yours actually exist!! Now my definition of a cool guy has slightly changed =pEven my brother..one day i used his pc to read few stuffs and forgot or didn't intend to do anythin... Eclyps

    Haha! No problem. Looks like there are plenty of straight guys who don't mind bl. Oh geez. My autocorrect changed BL to BLOWN! (⊙…⊙ ) that would have been an awkward message! Also kinda stating the obvious! Anyway, if he tries to say anything about telling you to stop. You tell him to stop watching girl on girl action and maybe you'll THINK about not reading bl. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 (≧∀≦)

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