
I really feel Chikafumi's pain. He loves Hotaka and he will always be. He's the most cheerful guy in their group. And with that, he can easily hide the pain he's going through. He make it look like he handled everything easily. I feel like he's pretending that he's okay with the decision he come up to. I feel like he wants he's friends to think that he's just having a good time. T-T I must accept the fact that GIVING UP is his only option. He did his best in declaring his love to Hotaka but that's it. He can't force himself to make Hotaka love him. Chikafumi already knew that his "I love you" will never get an "I love you too" That's why it's better if they end their relationship. (Though it fucking hurts me saying it, sheeeeeeeeet).
I'm hoping that Hotaka has feelings for Chikafumi (I'm assuming that he has). And yes folks, I know it's hopeless, it's one in a million. As for the next chapter, there are two possible plots that comes in my mind. I want it to be other one which I think is the least thing to happen. T-T
I feel like Christoph is the one who feed the solution to Lucaon. I feel like Christoph is being controlled. Maaan, please i hope this feeling is wrong.. and you Ryan, what side really are you?! Hayyy, This story is just fucking intense!!