
The anatomy of the uke will forever haunt me. jesus i rebuke that demon. I feel like the story had sooo much potential but feel kinda flat. the character development felt kinda none existent and you only actually see for sure that the seme cares at the very end. he showed little to none remorse when his grandfather did what he did, and that scene with the grandfather hit really well, it didnt have that "sexy rapey" that most yaoi has and genuinely felt gross. but its sad to see soo much potential end this way.

there was no dept to the characters at all, character development could have done wonders but i guess that wasnt possible cause there were alot of characters. and uh. i didnt feel sexy, it felt icky that all brothers were having heavy sex and THEY DIDNT CARE THAT MUCH, 2 of the bros were presumably straight at the start and the mains main concern was that his hubby looked like. DOG??? he watched his brother have sex and he did not think "ew i am scarred, this is gross" but he instead thought "damn i wish i was that happy"? wtf i found this so gross, especially cause i myself have 2 older sisters. but even with that in mind i felt that this whole thing might have seemed sexy BUT THEY JUST DID IT WRONG.
EW S M A L L P E E P E E.
GET THIS OUT OF MY SIGHT
im only on chapter 5 and it is sooooo frustrating. it feels like there is a bigger picture to why the white hair guy left the nice tan guy but it shows no such clues, not even alittle thus making me have no reason to like the white haired piece of trash. IM SO FRUSTRATED