grrah i have a crush on a gay guy he's got a receding hairline but i still like him wtF HE'S GOT LONG HAIR and hes super duper brainy like
Ok update she's trans mtf and said she'd let me peg her dawg I'm winning we had a nice deep chat online (23/08/24)
update we're still talking but she doesn't like me like that but i think i'm special to her cus she doesn't talk to many people and alot of people who talk to her she doesn't talk back much but she does with me and we tease eachother rtbhbgbhjgbtrhgt (19/11/24)
realised that i have a type for neeky, doesn't talk to many people but funny when you get to know them long haired tall skinny twink built guys/gals/whoever and she literally fits that description (19/11/24)
Update umm so she was a massive sub and we were talking about our sex fantasies and stuff and she said she wouldn't mind trying out me domming her so I was like "hell yeah" BUT it was all online so it was so weird and I didn't like get that hard and she's way more freaky than me and I was like "the stuff I wanna do is physical I don't really wanna do it online" so I said we should stop and she agreed so ig that's that I'll be going to uni eventually so I suppose I'll find someone who will be my little puppy to do whatever I want them to and will love me forever right right???? Low-key she's kind of an ick now and all we do now is send reels and it's a little awkward if I'm honest but whatever we'll see what the future has in store for me all I know is that she doesn't see me as a potential partner and I don't see her as one so let's leave it as that obviously I still have lingering feelings for her but I don't think of her or want to be with her as much so hopefully this is a sign I'm moving on... (01/01/25)
Update: I'm just really lonely and I'm so self conscious it's ruining my relationships I can't make friends easily and it's even harder to keep them everyone hates me hopefully uni will be a new start(01/01/25)
