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had tears running down my eyes. it's so bittersweet that the first chapter felt like a distant past. reading the end felt like it was an entirely different series than what i read at the start. i cant stop thinking about them. i feel so choked. i love this author so much, but i cant help loving the details in it and how it clearly affects the characters. seeing "robert" being portrayed as a glutton in a comical way on the first chapter only to find out why halfway through, for example. the detail. and such a packed story being condensed into 6 chapters, though short, doesnt feel rushed at all. i just love it so much. this author kept making tearjerking series. i love them.
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i LOVE the couple. i love how the story progress and handles their relationship. i love how i could tell that asahi loved ryou from the start, but ryou was practically living in his little head. i love how ryou learns about what the meaning of being in live actually is. i dont fucking love how the drama envelops tho. fuck the chief. literally fuck the creep. i fucking hate him so much. idk if the author tried to make him as irredeemable as possible as to not cause second lead syndrome, or the author just hated him, or whatever. but. the scenes with him were borderline triggering. the trauma inflicted on ryou felt so real and shakingly close to home that it makes me nauseous. i feel like "That" drama could've been toned down to just annoying level, not triggerinv level.
i thought it was gonna be horrible from the comments but turns out its one of the few tame dom/sub yaois right here. cant trust the comment ijbol