FINALLY IT HAS A MANHWA! If anyone wants major spoilers of this story, now or in the future, just tell me, I can tell you everything and let you share my rage caused by certain character, because believe me, if you know what I know you will have the urge to get into this story and strangle them after beating them up for 72 hours and having them eat their shit (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸
Okay, so there are two people we should hate to death: the emperor and Lilith's mother. If someone didnt realise Lilith's mother is the blond woman from the first chapter. In her first life Lilith was taken away from her father by the emperor's people and the reason they were found was the mother who told the emperor their location. She was taken to the imperial palace and met her mother, after assesing her rank of power (which is the same as the emperor, a Primera) she brought her to the emperor to tell him about it. The emperor was extremely happy since Primera's power steals life force and ages a person and here he had a young Primera he could force to use her power in his stead. At first she was a hostage to force her dad to listen to emperor's orders, but when emperor found out shes Primera he decided to use his power on her, since he is superior to her in terms of power (because shes still young) and completely erased her ego and use her as a machine to use her power insted of himm it caused her to age rapidly but her mind was broken and all she could do was doing what she was told and the only thing she remembered was her dad and she constantly talked about him. He forced her to make the strongest mage obey him. At first the mage hated her but then he realised shes just a broken child, he started to take care of her and raised her. He came to love her like his own child. She was precious to him just like she was precious to her dad. The dad was told she was dead but her mother was well aware that she was being kept by the emperor as a tool, but never told the dad anything because she had a deal with the emperor that for sacrificing Lilith and staying quiet he will give immunity to her son so that he will be a researcher no matter the rank and will never be sent to the battlefield. Years went by and her dad took in a boy whom he raised and decided to take revenge on the emperor with the boy. In the end they killed the emperor but then Lilith who was completely brainwashed appeared and started killing everyone in sight. The boy decided to kill Lilith because he couldnt let her just kill everyone. The mage tried to protect the emperor so that Lilith wont be ordered to come out to fight, but in the end he was killed and order that was issued to Lilith started working, he tried protecting Lilith as well but failed in the end. The empire found peace, but Lilith's dad couldnt get over her death. He went to the mage who loved his daughter as much as he did and asked him if its possible to sacrifice his life to revive Lilith. The mage at first refused but in the end agreed. Lilith was brought to life as a little girl she was before she was taken by the emperor and looked for her dad, but mage told her he died to she could live. Lilith couldnt accept it and drowned in misery, the mage was distressed that she didnt remember all those years he spent with her and only cared about her dad. He was sad but he knew that if he didnt do something Lilith would use her power to bring Enoch back and die once again. In the end he decided to use a secret magic of turning back time that he deducted from incomplete records, but everything that he found led to the caster's disappearance from existence. He loved Lilith and decided to send her back in time and change the future, he told her "you have to remember, you cant forget, remember what happened and remember only happy things, even if im not a part of those happy memories" unfortunately all Lilith asked was: will i see my dad? And thats how Lilith's past life ended, the mage added a modification to the spell to make Lilith believe her first life was a book in order for her to keep those memories and be able to accept them more easily. And thats when the story we see starts
I think the Emperor subconsciously feels something is off about Elencia, even if it didnt get to his brain because he doesn't care much about her. She's always pretending and it probably reflects on how others view her. Besides she cleraly rotten on the inside, so I guess it could make people feel weird (like Philomel did, bc she started to think about Elencia from the book after noticing that something is wrong with this Elencia and her mother confirmed it) he emperor cant feel much affection towards the shell of real Elencia that the fake created to imitate her. I know they will get a happy ending and real Elencia will come back, by then I hope he will learn to cherish her and feel affection towards her.
I seriously wonder whats so special about Loreina and how the hell they all got so easily fooled in this life like: Loreina has a very special power!/One she cant use? Wow how great; She can heal people!/she can heal one person and not even in one try (not mentioning its not even a healing power at all, its something more like black magic); She's the only healing mage in the empire!/The only one and the only useless one; She will save the empire!/How is she gonna do that when the core of her power are just rumours and she has no real power at all?
Its just frustrating at this point, they all got fooled like damn kids and believed she has any power at all only because there were rumours about it. EVEN EMPEROR BELIEVES SHE CNA ACTUALLY HAVE SOME REAL POWER. That competition to heal him is also dumb. He believes a shitty blond rat thay clearly has hidden motives above the child he claimed to like and trust a lot. Its being dragged as hell and it became boring long time ago since she make almost no progress at all to defeat Loreina
Remember in her last life she syphons the MCs mana and it's implied she was brainwashing and manipulated people to hate the MC. Also I think her family is stalling until the can find someone to steal mana from while projecting the "she's young and still getting the hang on her abilities" and she's only healing people on the surface not actually solving the problem. And if you think about people that are in pain want relief even if it's brief so they're trying to stay on the healer's good side
Oh please, he looks like he could be her father (/TДT)/ Since hes the ML the author could make him look less manly or at least make the FL look older, she looks as if shes 7 y.o and he looks like he's 25 (forgot his actual age though), author have mercy, theyre the end game but he looks as if he conceived her ┗( T﹏T )┛
Nope, Aciel is the ML, and quite the submissive ML... Like, in the novel Seina actually was the more active one (in terms of intimacy and all) and Aciel was shy and awkward half... When I was reading the intimate scene I didnt think much since I imagined Seina to be an adult woman by then (which she was) but when I look at the manhwa and remember that scene... I feel reaaaaaaaally weird (⊙…⊙ )
Yeah... Im trying and thats why im not really reading this manhwa that often, im waiting for her to be grown up in the manhwa ╥﹏╥ The only thing thats bothering me is the huge difference in their body sizes, especially how young Seina looks compared to Aciel... Hes a grown ass man and she looks as if shes a little girl who barely learned to walk ┗( T﹏T )┛
Im dropping this. The plot simply makes no sense at all. The FL just takes everything in and makes excuses for others shitty behavior, she doesnt fight back at all, shes constantly treated like garbage and does abosultely nothing. The story ALL THE DAMN TIME revolves around "my sister is so poor and innocent", "my fiance is a piece of shit, oh but wait theres something wrong with him so it has to be a scheme and he never meant to hurt me" (the worst part is that this part of the plot is still not explained at all, im just making up her realizing theres something wrong, but she probably wont realise it even if you spell it to her, thats the level of dumbness shes at), and "I hate FL but there CLEARLY something wrong with my head so that will be the excuse as to why I treated her like a damn animal and she will forgive me because the plot of this story is shitty as hell". Sorry, I had to vent. It was interesting at first but theres no progress at all and FL has the brain of a fking hamster and still lives in her delulu world. Sorry Im done,its not good at all, its just a story that doesnt make sense and just baits you into reading despite no progress at all and countless angst parts just to make you feel bad for the FL as if you dont feel bad yet, but THE AUTHOR HAS TO MAKE HER THE BIGGEST VICTIM IN THE UNIVERSE SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW FOR SURE HOW SHITTY HER LIFE IS, YOU KNOW, JUST IN CASE IF YOU DOUBT IT (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
I would love to but this frustration grew for months now and im just done with this manga ╥﹏╥ Yeah, thats true. As time goes by the mangas become worse and worse, if we want an actually good manga with interesting and resonable plot we have to dig deep
because the good ones are buried under this kind of garbage ヽ(`Д´)ノ
If he gets raped I swear Im dropping it and never picking it up again. I can still SOMEHOW bear with what Taeju did to him, but if he gets raped by some fucker then It will be just too much for me... I can barely stand rape between main characters and If it gets to the point when someone else touches Euihyun... Then Im done, im just done
I hate the old man but I kind of get it why hes like that . In his twisted way he thinks that if he controlled every aspect of his sons life and kept him away from " the dangerous outside world" then he would be always safe and he would never lose him. Its sad that he loved his son but didnt know how to be a good father. He blames everything that took his son away from the "safe" path of becoming a respectable duke, including the woman he loved. He thinks that if his son never met her he would be still alive, that he wouldn't have gotten sick if he lived like he was supposed to. He cares about his grandson but unfortunately that care turned into obsession of keeping him on the path he should be with fear that if he steps out of it, he will be gone like his father. I hope he will give Mia a lesson this time. He never interfered before to make Iris fight for herself but Mia is batshit crazy and needs to be put in her place by someone who wont tame her bullshit. But he should never be forgiven for what he did to Theo's mother and to Theo and Iris, although his intentions were to raise them to be intelligent and strong nobles, it ended with him simply abusing them which is just sad.
Im suprised, this story is not so cliche and unlike in most stories the father and brother still have to kill the FL even if they love her and they have actual reason for that. Its not suprising that the goddess turned out to not be a saviour and she left on purpose since she started to despise humans. Its acrually a good read, hope the 2nd season will come out soon