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So, it's been a horrible few days. I've been in a Cold War with my sis for like 4 days?
She just woke up one day grump and began fighting like there's no 2moro. So the fight escalated enough to make my mom pissed at both of us so we calmed down but since then we stopped talking.
If that wasn't enough today she made me extremely pissed but I had to control since my dad was also home and he doesn't like us fighting.
I let her borrow my Mac book for her class since her iPad wasn't exactly working at the time. But the audacity this girl has! She went through all my saved passwords and deleted stuff I might never remember! I have very poor memory of passwords! My laptop pass is literally '12345'!
AND SHE JUSTIFIED IT AS HER ACCOUNTS SO SHE JUST WENT AHEAD AND DELETED THEM.
LIKE OKAY, YOU CAN DELETE BUT TELL ME ABOUT WHAT UR DOING TO MY MAC BEFORE YOU DO IT.
THIS FREAKING MAC HAS ALL MY ONLINE PASSWORDS FROM EMAILS TO COLLEGEBOARD TO INSTA SO SPEAK YOU EXPIRED CHICKEN NUGGET!
And Idk...........I just felt my privacy was invaded. I don't have any porno or anything illegal on my Mac but it still feels weird and uncomfortable.
I feel very very uneasy when people go through my stuff like my notes in my Mac where I write down my novel stuff or my online accounts where I express myself without feeling awkward.
It just feels like I'm disgusted with myself at some point, so I don't want others to see this disgusting side of me.
I know I'm overthinking and all but I just feel..........suffocated. As an introvert with no-one close enough to completely open up to it just feel like a stress building up inside of me unconsciously.
Ahhhhh, this is making me cry. I can't write more. I don't want to cry near an expired chicken nugget. （/TДT)/