This is like Jinx all over again but worse, too bad I like Taekjoo and the art…I’ve seen sm rape in BLs but this is one of the top few where the bottom is obviously in pain and does not want it at all, and where none of them like each other. Idk if the author even wants us to like these scenes other than visuals, because nothing about these scenes are palatable at the slightest. And if the author is trying to be realistic or tell us nitty gritty of things like this, I wonder why it has to be so graphic and gloriously shown.
Pink hair is still free from my conviction, he just seems so kiddish that everything he does doesn’t ring my alarms. He just seems like he’s got homosexual feelings beneath the surface and our Uke ignited some sort of interest in pink hair to finally act on his curiosities. I think everyone in the story even feels that way, even while jealous, our seme feels like pink hair is just a kid doing kid things just like the Uke feels. I’m gonna give him some grace lol
The way he responded to the interrogation at the end when he got caught like why are you being an onery mister?!???!!! I died. He’s so cute. He’s not a threat. Honestly, he’s pretty levelheaded, considering he doesn’t know why the person he’s catching feelings for likes some old guy who sexually assaulted him and gave him all this trauma but you know we can’t be calling no one out cause we down bad for Mr fluffy head…
Ppl are so weird I swear, like I know this is fiction but this always carries on to real life scenarios as well, yall cishets who fetishize queer media will always parade on the toxic ships instead of the actually healthy ones only because yall are obsessed with your idea of an “attractive” relationship is. They’re all hot but doesn’t mean they should end up together gd
Everyone who wants TJ and Ian as endgame definitely parade on toxic sexual relationships and care little about Ian’s freedom and individuality which he got from Jo. I’d rather him not end up with anybody and take the time to focus on himself, but if he has to end up with someone, the healthiest option is Jo. Like I love TJ, but him and Ian are just never meant to be. They find each other just to fill in their own mental voids and then developed some sort of traumatic dependency on each other sexually, leasing TJ to have this limiting possessiveness over Ian, and a lot of the times it fogs Ian’s mind and he ends up indulging in TJs manipulative behavior. TJ needs to heal too, and he can’t with Ian.
He’s lucky he had the coach, like human to human, yet I feel bad for what he went through as a child, and everyone ends up different. My sibling and I got the same treatment from our parents and were only 1 year apart but we act and deal with trauma completely different. So I wouldn’t compare with Dan who went through similar tragedies even to this day as JJK. Definitely can’t ever use these past stories to excuse and cancel out what JJK did to Dan from the first season, because in the end it was his decision to deal with his trauma or jinx the way he did. But it’s a good time to understand what led him to be the person he is. Understanding isn’t accepting, however. Can’t justify abuse even if they come with pity stories like these. I honestly don’t know what to expect from now on, I’m just reading this for curiosity. I do see JJK changing ever so slightly, but idk at what cost.







Right like at least Ian knows he doesn’t want to go back and that going back to how things were between them would be toxic and not worth it. Whether Ian chooses Jo (the healthier and wiser option), or nobody, he’s better off without TJ, unless TJ comes to learn that what he’s doing isn’t working and healthy. They both need to heal snd I’ll keep saying this. Maybe I’ll support TJIan in another reality where TJ matures and heals, but not now. I really do like TJ, I’m so attatchdd to him and his friendship with Ian, but he ruined that friendship ever since he started abusing sexual needs to stray away from anxiety. Jo is just perfect for Ian.