okay so i can't see any uncensored p*rn or hentai without throwing up or getting a panic attack.. but i love reading yaoi (censored ofc) so much?? it's confusing but i'll drop any uncensored yaoi right away no matter how much i liked it before. watching censored hentai and yaoi helps cope somewhat and help me better if that makes sense
sometimes if it's still too much when it's censored, it will never leave my mind (like killing stalking with the boobs and that one centipede/millipede part