To her, it all happened recently, now that she remembers she has to understand her priorities and move on from there. Moving on from trauma takes time and most people never move on. Hopefully she realizes soon how important her role is to save gutz from becoming a full fledged demon. They both went through similar and different types of trauma, being able to work those traumas along your significant other takes courage.
I love this manga. Waited a whole year for an update and it was all worth it. See you next year.
Hoping to see the translations soon(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ