Girlga's Topics (1058)

Love this author

The moment we see sejin do it... It will destroy me... The knot in my throat keeps tighteing with every new chapter...
I'm a reformed people pleaser, i used to be very depressed and did almost anything to get bread crumbs of affection... Reading this hurts

The moment we see sejin do it... It will destroy me... The knot in my throat keeps tighteing with every new chapter...
I'm a reformed people pleaser, i used to be very depressed and did almost anything to get bread crumbs of affection... Reading this hurts

Love that shes a yellow flag: not scared of confrontation, always speaks out and possesive

Threesome time ლ(´ڡ`ლ)ヾ(☆▽☆)ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

I think what's confusing a lot of us is the fact we have 3 stories to consider:
1. Real life story of mc (flashbacks)
2. Story of og novel mcs sister wrote
3. Where our story is going, not following og novel story

Irl story we have mc being abused by father figure and protects little sister, and our mc had a crush on some highshool hyung(thats all we know for now, right?)

In the og novel story little sister made, there are two main characters that affect the plot and how the life of everyone moves and changes (we only learn about the og plot as OUR mc shares bits and pieces)

In the currect story we are reading, the og novel story has drifted and our mc panics and gets a nosebleeds...


Extra bits of nonsense pieces I've managed to connect after reading some comments here:
1. real life best friend is like the novel best friend
2. Younger brother in novel is likely actually real life little sister
3. Mafia boyfriend in novel is similar to the hyung irl of mc, irl that hyung is only 1 year older? But mafia boyfriend is like 8years older? I think... Lol help me

The brother is as guilty for her suicide in her 2nd and 3rd lifes (marriage with oscar, marriage with artist). He had all the power to support her but CHOSE to let her suffer. He had good intentions, but those just pushed her more to a corner.

I cant help but feel for the top. "You want me to "love" you better? Idk how but ill do it, dont leave me, ill try to "love" better, even if i dont know how, but ill try" （/TДT)/

So many wish they had a second chance, instead of trying to do the right thing the first time. I have hated the top since day 1 and will always hate him.

What has he done to others like he had other done to him? Abuse? Neglect? He hasn't done any of those...or maybe I'm missing something?