This manga is like a message for me. I too am a fat girl. When I was little I didn't really care and just thought that it was ok to be chubby. All the adults liked to hug and squeeze my cheeks till my mouth hurt. But as I started to grow up I began to hate myself. I saw cute outfits that I wanted to wear but...none of them were in my size. In middle school all my friends started getting boyfriends but I was only one without one. My friends thought it was because I didn't want one but the truth was that I was too scared. I was too scared of being rejected for being fat. I was at stage where I began to wonder why I was even breathing. I thought "If I died tonight would anyone cry over me?". It makes me sad to know I thought that. In every single book i read, every single magazine, TV drama the main guy would always fall for the skinny girl, and the fat girl? she would always be the "joke".
I am proud to say that I am slowly starting to love myself. Sure I sill wonder if any boy would love me but at lest I will love myself. I did not write this to receive pity. I only wanted to let others know that before you make fun of a fat girl, first think about the hardships she's been though with just herself and instated of putting her down try pulling her up so she can learn to love herself.
I'm glad you seem to be improving. It's rough when you're heavy and society keeps throwing ridiculous ideas of beauty at you...but I think you should know, men like women. That's it. Some men like women that are straight and thin with no curves, some like women with large chests, some like women with big hips, or booties... some like both boobs and booties... but the idea that no one will like you because you're fat? I used to think the same thing, and that's just insecurity talking. And society...and its worse now than when I was a teenager.
Our standards of beauty are fucked up and impossible. Women in magezines? Photoshopped to death, and unhealthy. Even plus size models are photoshopped to death, they merely look like larger versions of models. They take out the scars, the cellulite, the stretch marks, they change their proportions. They just don't exist. And its mostly done for women....because dieting is a cash cow. It brings in money to gymns, to clinics, weight loss supplements, vitamins...ect...
Men date supermodels because of status, because society tells them that if they date a woman society tells us is beautiful, then they will have respect... people will look at them differently because they are with this woman.
But most real men, come with such a huge variety of turn ons...I don't care what you look like, there are going to be plenty of men who will find you attractive. In fact if it helps, the queen bee in my school was heavy...and she never had ANY trouble getting attention from guys... I mean she was a BITCH so they never LASTED....but it was never because of her size...
So don't worry about what other people think of you, its been my experience that real men like my curves, and my ass...and my boobs... And men really like a confidant woman...and I've noticed that as we age us curvy women? We tend to be the most confidant...possibly cause we've had to really work at it. And who you are is far more important than what you look like. Don't be a bitch, don't be high maintenance, don't be mean, have a good sense of humor...and you're gonna be fine. Because I don't care if you're a string bean, or curvy as fuck, some guy is going to think you're beautiful.
What's far more important is whether or not you're healthy.... so if you're weight is affecting your health? Then I'd fix that, but if it's not... stop stressing... Someone out there is going to think you're sexy as hell. Just don't fall for the first guy who likes you purely because he likes you...I did that... it got real awkard when I realized I didn't REALLY like him...
So please anyone reading this, don't think you won't be loved because you're heavy....that's absolutely not true. I mean it may take you some time to see it...but you are all going to be fine.
I just really hate the new principal so much! I know that he not evil and just want to have a good school but at the same time he judges the kids before he even gets to know them! I miss the old principle. ╥﹏╥
$hit about to go down Σ(っ°Д °;)っ
HAHAHA i said the exact same thing, I even did the hand gestures... lol
Why? why a cliffhanger now!!! All the stories that i been reading have all cliffhangers!!!!
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When they didn't show them go all the way I got upset. I then realized that I'm such a pervert (￣∇￣")
I just started watching the anime and would like to read the manga!!! I was disappointed when i saw how little chapters there were ╥﹏╥ but if someone could continue on i really would appreciate that!!! Also can someone tell me if I could somehow buy the manga in English!!! Thank you!! (●'◡'●)ﾉ
Is it bad and sad that I only want to read chapters with Ryoma in it?
nope not at all.
Same reason why I skipped so many episodes of the anime
no I like chapters with ryoma in them to because he has a smart mouth
I freakin agree with you like I want the main person to fight. But the new chap I was like u go ryoma! so I don tknow
You´re not the only one, I like some of the other guys but my No. 1 is Ryoma
So now what's going to happen with Guinevere??? Σ( ￣□￣||)
I actually tought that too!!