Reading this I said to myself awe......(▰˘◡˘▰) this is what I want. I want to try all types of pleasurable sex with that one true partner. Tho I wanted to try toys, as a virgin I want to be opened up by my husband. I want to feel hot real human sexual connection and not by a toy for a first. I want to try different places, positions, kinks, s&m. I want to be made a mess of by a dominant sexual partner.
This is why I love Fifty Shades of Grey. All the guys I have met all seem like the selfish types in bed. Only thinking about their own sexual needs. Its not easy to find a man like the male lead in this manga or a Mr Grey from Fifty Shades. It hurts at times being lonely. I would love to put myself more out there but Im needing to have more than one surgery, due to major health reasons. Theres no way I can put energy into dating when my health needs to be the priority. What my mind knows is for the best still, my heart and body cry and ache for more.
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I had to keep telling myself its NOT real so its okay to keep reading!!!! Lord please don't ever let me get chested on. I just might commit murder!!!!!
NOW I'm going to read some Yaoi to wash this awful feeling of betrayal for wanting them to have sex!!?? Its okay right cuz its NOT real?? So why do I feel like so guilty
My parents are over 10 years apart. My mother preferred mature men who did not want to waste her time by playing games. Unfortunately not many guys her age wanted to commit to a relationship.
Due to having a WONDERFUL, LOVING, older father, I completely understand how my mother felt. Of course not all younger guys are immature and irresponsible but we all know girls mature faster than boys. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Perfect solutions Department!! Well that would surely be the answer to ALL..... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ my problems.
My internet company needs their training along with administration at my complex. They lack perfect solution and the ability to problem solve while caring for clients. Give them ALL the DICK & BALLS training I say!!! ヽ(`Д´)ノ
(▰˘◡˘▰) I too wouldn't mind proper training!!