
I WILL NEVER ALLOW MYSELF as long as I have a healthy sex drive to B in a sexless marriage!!! I'd rather DIE!!!

That's the same as saying you would rather consume nutrition through a stomach tube and never again to eat from your mouth when your perfectly healthy eating from your mouth. To purposely keep yourself from pleasure for life for the reason being ONLY to please another human being is TOXIC!!
Also sex doesn't only have to be penetration. He is SOOOO SELFISH!!!! He doesn't even try to please her. It makes me sooo angry!!!! He does not try to learn on how to makeup for what he lacks to make his wife sexual satisfied!!
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Perfect solutions Department!! Well that would surely be the answer to ALL..... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ my problems.
My internet company needs their training along with administration at my complex. They lack perfect solution and the ability to problem solve while caring for clients. Give them ALL the DICK & BALLS training I say!!! ヽ(`Д´)ノ
(▰˘◡˘▰) I too wouldn't mind proper training!!

Reading this I said to myself awe......(▰˘◡˘▰) this is what I want. I want to try all types of pleasurable sex with that one true partner. Tho I wanted to try toys, as a virgin I want to be opened up by my husband. I want to feel hot real human sexual connection and not by a toy for a first. I want to try different places, positions, kinks, s&m. I want to be made a mess of by a dominant sexual partner.
This is why I love Fifty Shades of Grey. All the guys I have met all seem like the selfish types in bed. Only thinking about their own sexual needs. Its not easy to find a man like the male lead in this manga or a Mr Grey from Fifty Shades. It hurts at times being lonely. I would love to put myself more out there but Im needing to have more than one surgery, due to major health reasons. Theres no way I can put energy into dating when my health needs to be the priority. What my mind knows is for the best still, my heart and body cry and ache for more.
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Omg I wish that were me. Where do I get my own Kuma!!(⊙…⊙ )