Okayy obv the seme is in a time loop that happened i guess not just once but multiple times idk judging from the scars and i guess in the process of everything he fell for the uke and he keeps dying or whatever so if he dies again it restarts again so that explains why the seme is all gloomy and shit that’s why the girl from the early chapters said that the seme wasn’t originally like that based from the flashback where the seme was smiling brightly
This one hurts a bit