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anyway they are all so silly

I usually don’t like the side stories, and I definitely didn’t like this one. Great idea to take the rapist, make him a bottom, and make multiple scenes of him being raped! (not)

But I do love Siwoo. Apart from the uncomfortableness of the side story plot, I stuck around for as much as possible before his personality wasn’t enough for me to continue. Rip.

Depiction of violence and torture for pleasure. Read at your own risk....

She was reborn in the war novel as the sister of the villain who had never shed blood nor tears.The ...

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dirty talk is so unserious

I'm specifically making this list dedicated to semes who are:
- Sufferers of Down Bad syndrome 
- generally huge simps (borderline crazy for their ukes, obsessed even). 
- gentle and loving from the get-go. 
- their affections are not driven by hidden agenda, etc. 
- All the semes listed here fell for the uke first. 
- I guess it's a fluffy list too. <3 

Fair warning that these shall only include the ones that i personally enjoyed. 

*The mangas listed are in no particular order of preference*

'You... never changed at all. The touch of your rough lips and the way your hands gather as if ...

TW: SEVERE BULLYINGIssa personal project, trying to improve my korean so bear with the slow af updat...

I really don’t like porn or unnecessary smut but these characters are so funny I just have to pretend like they aren’t screwing every chapter

“You don’t know how goosebumps I got when I saw you limp.” These injuries made her look so wor...

The character building and development of the MC’s thought process, fears, and insecurities is so incredibly thorough. The way ML just doubles down in order to ease these worries, but just ends up making MC feel worse….it’s all just so realistic. Love when characters feel like real people.

someone lock this guy up oh my god I need to learn to read the comments before starting something. He’s actually evil holy shit

my absolute favorite dynamic, like this dude is insane but it’s written well instead of in an off putting way.

There is some nuance. ML is possessive and overbearing, but I believe it’s because he has no idea how to control his feelings. He has been in love with MC for his entire life, and it started before either of them had any idea what love is. Those type of emotions, especially the jealousy and betrayal (something as little as MC not rejecting his first girlfriend for him), during their formative years could have molded his personality before he had any idea of the situation. He doesn’t know that he loves the MC, romantically that is, and I believe his possessiveness comes from his fear of losing the MC again. We see throughout their life that MC has a tendency to push others away when confronted with conflict, and ML has been the one to chase him the whole time.

This however, is still an unhealthy and gross dynamic that I do feel bad for indulging myself in. While I enjoy these characters, I can still see that they are not healthy. I will be very disappointed if this story ends without any character development from the ML. If MC just falls into the “cage” that has been set, it will make all of this pointless. MC needs to find confidence in himself, and ML needs to realize his feelings and abandonment issues. Best case scenario: ML goes to therapy and MC doesn’t allow himself to be a doormat. ML can keep his possessiveness, I don’t feel like that’s going away as it stems from fear of abandonment (he doesn’t have this reaction to anyone else in his life), but hopefully it becomes more productive instead of him being a creepy freak who only wishes to keep the MC locked away from the rest of the world. Character development would take this obsession from a place of ownership, to a wish for MC’s own happiness. I believe that he truly loves MC, but his inability to understand his own emotions leaves ML to mistake his feelings for something far darker.

Overall, very compelling story and characters. I urge everyone reading this to not romanticize such relationships. The draw of these stories is not the relationship itself, but the journey that two characters go through to find happiness for themselves, and for the people they love. <333

he sus as hell