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I feel so much dread for Kay. I saw something in the comments about a bowl. But decided to ignore it. But oh god it's bad. I already didn't like the duke as a character I thought he looked very different and beautiful from other leads. But that's all the compliments I could spare cause I found his character to be vile. It's the same trope as many other mangas/man has, which is disappointing. I could not warm up to his character not just for his actions. It is because of how the other characters reacted and thought about him, especially Kay.
He justifiably thinks the duke is a terrible human being, the sweet moments they share feel gross because moments before the duke does something awful against Kay's wishes. Everything he does that could be seen as kindness does not feel genuine because he always has a selfish motive behind it. He does not care for people unless it serves him. I said a quiet "Oh no" to myself when that bowl scene came up. Imma continue reading it just to see how it ends, but it won't mean I'll feel good about it.
It's like witnessing a train wreck but unable to look away. Sometimes I wonder why I torture myself. Idk why this hit me so deeply. Maybe because I found Kay to be a relatable and likable character despite him being so frustrating when it comes to combat and needing to be saved at every turn. Like cmon man pull your big boy boots on and show them what your made of!!! Beautiful art though. I would like to hear from others what they think. Pls, be respectful.