Kim's Favorite

I can understand everyone in this story, that's is the really i love it.

But i just saw the raws, and hope something else happens.

Yoon looked so well without Taejoo and Taejoo, i dont hate him or dislike him but i think he is such a boring character.

I'm not talking about light-hearted teasing or playful motions. I want some manga with a physically and/or verbally abusive seme with a twisted form of love. The uke can totally accept it, like the Camelia, or be beaten down until broken like some of Harada's work.
I like the second choice more, but any of the two is fine. Actually, I really just want to cry by reading yaoi mangas lol.
Thanks for anything!

hiii, do any of u have any enemy to lovers? or one where the uke/seme gets super jealous, any angsty stuff, or slowburn? stuff that will make me cry and my heart hurt. also ones who homophobic but the uke/seme changes them? ^^ i wld like yaoi or just any type of BL!!

So...yaoi manga where the uke has unrequited love for the seme, uke & seme are friends, seme realizes that he is in love with the uke after the uke becomes close to other people/ some other person.
I've read: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/soredemo_yasashii_koi_o_suru/ (well, yeah, when seme gets to know that the uke has sex with other men despite being in love with the seme, he gets pissed off :D)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ashita_mo_tanin/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oko_sama_star/
Soooo...suggest me other stuff? Thannks! :D

Editing this post once again.
I judged the manga too fast.
I am not disgusted by girls, i am disgusted by how Shouta was pretending to be a woman because Hiroto was into girls and not into guys and just ending up raping Hiroto and ending up blackmailing him with the pictures, towards the end Shouta is crying about why Hiroto can't see him as a guy, while presenting himself as a girl, and in the end they are ending up being in a relationship and Shouta is having short hair and going as a man.
This is what was disgusting me, the rape that turned into a love relationship.

I see that he is trying to show him that he does really likes him but it irritates me that it seems like he doesn't take him seriously. Like instead of feeling guilty about Kangjoon's swollen eyes, he feels happy. Like bruh, the person you like is hurting because of you smh

Seme is probably just curious about our uke, or worst in lust with him, he seemed interested in him coz he finds him unusual. I feel like one wrong move or something that'll make our uke anxious(e.g. women), feels like seme will leave and not fix the miscommunication but I also feel like he won't hurt our uke. God, i hate how think because this is definitely a prince-like story where someone u didn't think u would be able to reach, suddenly falls in love with yuu (see what i did there ( ° ʖ °)

But yeah- please don't hurt me, but i totally get it if u want to hurt me coz i also want to hurt myself for thinking bad about our seme :(((

This manga reminds me a lot of the Until We Meet Again Thai BL now that I think about.

this is gold!! so beautiful and romantic! even when the death comes, they didn't say goodbye, but "until we meet again".. true love never ends..
o God.. I tried so hard not to cry but I did ╥﹏╥

That was weird.....

HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO REREAD THIS AND ALWAYS GONNA END UP CRYING

So i read this manga a while ago,but the story is about a boy that can't use his legs and he gets bullied a lot at school but then there comes another boy who takes revenge on the bullies. It was a psychological story. Can somebody pls help me find it （/TДT)/