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I'm so frustrated, though that's no different from how I've been like thorough this whole story. I wanto scream. It is just not fair for the real Han Siwon to just disappear like that. Just think about it. He IS REALLY dead, all because of his shitty excuse of a brother. But because his body remains, none of his relatives are actually aware of the fact that real Siwon seriously just ISN'T there anymore, that he left as a result for being so depressed and left alone in shame without anyone to reach out for. Come on! Looking back at it, the most heartbreaking moment in the story is truthfully the scene, when Siwons parents rush to him and are happy as he is alive. As it was only a suicide ATTEMPT. They are here with only an empty shell of their own son giving it all their love and happines, while he has already long left their world and they will NEVER know. Parents lost their beloved child without even knowing it. Without having a chance to say goodbye, a chance they didn't even knew they had. He was alone, he passed away, but that will always remain hidden and usaid.
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And also, if i were taemin i would die with frustration. Im stuck in a different body and i just cant come back my own, to how ive lived. He must be supre mad, i would be.
And how much do i wanted taemin to have his original body and be a top.
I have two versions, of course with TAEMIN THE TOP 1) from the first side OLDER story, when haribo for the first time showed the pair, how theyd look if they didnt part: unaware supportive protective hyung taemin + quiet almost emotionless woojin with a GREAT CRUSH 2) from the last side story with taemins first school day: bashful energetic airhead taemin + suggestive teasing sly woojin
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Could someone Please explain to me the last story with the student and sensei?
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i suck at interpreting but I also want to try lol seme got suspended after having an affair w his sensei advisor. then comes the uke who is a substitute for the advisor. seme couldn't go back to his class because his shit classmates are shit homophobes and at home, his parents scold him that's why he hangs around in the rooftop. uke tries to get closer to seme idk if because of pity or because he worries as a teacher, but yeah. seme eventually kinda snaps and assaults uke, crying because of his pent up emotions. sensei kinda accepts him and hopes that someday, the seme can accept his circumstance and get over it; move past it. he hopes that they could someday go to the sea
((i am not sure if sensei hoped HE himself can go with seme to the sea or he just wanted seme to achieve his dream.. but yeah, I'm pretty sure it's the former! idk anymore))
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DOES ANYONE KNOW SIMILAR STORIES TO THIS?
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I just read this http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ote_o_haishaku/ it has pretty similar kindaand vibe and really good, but FUCK I WANT MOOORRREEE
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Did you notice how He Tian has been recently? Like with the fork, he didnt force Mo, he let him decide and now this, having his hands in his pockets being calm and making Mo seem like fussing over nothing.
Ever since the kiss he has been careful with approaching Mo, so he can slowly accept Tian and realize Tian thinks of him romantically, not just "bullying" him in a way, since Mo still hasnt completely grown up to understand such things. What a lil innocent adorbs lad, Im really excited to see how it turns out.
Keisuke it a one twisted man. He is the one who let Akane act like that and let this happen. I do not like him. He is surely old enough to be able to face reality. Not go with the flow of the twin that drowned in false guilt.