
I can't help but have a love hate relationship with this trope. Mainly due to at times its very realistic in the most it can be in a fucking BL.
Like yes he's a bad guy, they both are. But honestly, although I didn't do that shit he did I did bad things when I got triggered like that.
It's genuinely a realistic perception of how something like that can affect someone and their self. His reaction to his ex vs how he snapped is, although horrid, a very realistic thing. I'm not defending his actions cause they are fucking bad. But I weirdly like how its genuinely shown. Showing the bad sides of ptsd. Because ptsd isn't just being vulnerable, ptsd can manifest in more violent and horrid actions. Making it the abused becomes the abuser

Damn, that revenge plan. Bit weird. But then I realised I'd do the same to. Like I'm sorry but if my ex boyfriend fucked me over major and I still had hurt from it and then he came back into my life. I'D ALSO WANT TO RUIN HIM OK. LIKE MY MAN, MY GUY, I AM ON HIS SIDE. "But it's petty high-school shit" don't lie and say you wouldn't also do that shit given the chance to get back at an ex who you ended on bad terms with

But I don't hate myself that much to actually read this. I dropped it ages ago but I always look at the comments and try and get an idea on wtf is happening in this hellish thing. Read the two most recent chapters and I'm like "Yeah uh no fucking shit he's scared and hates you. Mf you a rapist and you're like 10 times his size. Bro worrying about either getting molested or getting killed. Or fucking both, this mf bat shit crazy wouldn't put it past him.
If that was me I'd be spitting on him from the gaps of the stairs
you’d be mistaken if you don’t think he’ll open his mouth and swallow the spit