
can someone explain to me the twist? about the older brother. like, so he actually likes his younger bro from the very start? explain please. cause english is not my 1st language, so i have hard time to understand

Actually, here he says "from NOW ON I'm gonna make it so he looks only at me"
And before that, he also says that is Akio's wrongdoing
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deichuu_no_hasu/mi/de1f1c18992e38c4e3f665ffb324465b_chapter-6/6/

But before that he also says word for word “I’ve known all along, that Akio liked me the whole time” then he says “when he pushed me down, I just thought the day had finally come”. Meaning that he knew Akio liked him and knew what Akio was trying to do. He also knew that Akio would try to rape and because he says “the day finally come” showing he’d been expecting it to happen. The “from now on” just shows that he’s going to actively try to make Akio his instead of being passive and doing it subtly. As in he was aware that his actions were effecting Akio but kept doing them anyway, and now that the thing he was waiting for finally happened (Akio raping him) he can finally aggressively/actively pursue Akio.

my father was abused physically and mentally by his mother (i will never call her my grandma) since he was REALLY young. it was SO BAD, my aunty told me. to the point my father growing up as a person who thought being abuse is a normal thing in romantic relationship. he even abused his ex fiancee.
but he changed after he met my mother. my mother is a straight forward and tough person.
my mum told me, the first few years after marriage were the toughest, but my dad followed my mum advice to meet therapist.
he was 'bad' with my siblings too. but we could hear him crying like crazy while my mum comfort him right after he beat up my sister and brother (i'm the youngest and he never touched me AT ALL).
but he slowly becoming a decent father and even getting better controlling his temper (after 20 years. yes. it takes a lot of time).
he never beat my siblings and mum anymore.
but still, i suffer mental illness while growing up because of what i witnessed and i do still meet psychiatrist till now.
but my father changed A LOT.
whenever we all go hang out together (we hang out EVERY week, never miss) he will sometimes smile and say to my mum, "if i never met you, i don't think i'm still alive right now".
he always say the same thing. hahaha.
and he always tell the same stories about how his mother abused him. seems like he can't forget about his bad childhood at all.
that's why, whenever i see character like this seme, i always wish he can meet someone who can change him. cause it's not impossible.

This is the saddest but also the most beautiful story I've read today. I'm so happy for your father that he met that person and was able to change. Everybody deserves a chance especially if their childhood was like that. What matters is that they want to change. And your mom must be an angel, I'm sure. As for the story, I also hope that Nakyum will be the one to change Seungho. He did terrible things to him but we can see his past was not colourful and he slowly changes

my sister told me that she can't really shave her private part (yes, we share everything) because the pores (?) will start to bleed.
i can't really imagine it cause i'm a dude and i don't really shave.
she's so worry about it and feel insecure that one day her future partner will think it's so nasty for her not to shave.
i feel so sad for her.

Personally I overcame the insecurity by realizing that any partner who would judge me for it wouldn't be worth my time. Especially if my partner wasn't shaving, cuz I hate that it's common for some men to be like "it's unhygienic" like...okay so even if that was true....then you're not being hygienic either... =_=; hygiene that only applies to women isn't hygiene, it's sexism. And that's my tea, haha

Among my otaku friend/fb friend. Usually they kinda open minded to topic18+. And yeah, mostly those men always said they don't like women whom don't shave /have a lot of hair. They define these kind of women are disgusting and not good to marry. A lot of men include outsider. I m a woman with hairy body ,once i saw comment from my friend said "women born with thick hair body are disgusting". Since that i became insecure with myself and I just choose to remain single. Because in my culture , we cannot have sex before marriage , so my future husband didn't know that i m hairy girl and I afraid he will choose to leave me.
waittt is the ending sad/happy or sad/dark?
It is pretty lovely
Thank you soooooo much!