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i feel so emotional after reading side story 2(12) and idk why. i feel like that's what i've always wanted in life. even tho i chose to be childfree myself, deep in my heart i've always wanted a child, i wanted a family of my own. but i'll always held myself back from all those thoughts. maybe it's cause my family situation is not as lovely as this, and the way my parents treated me is not as lovely as they treated yiho. i guess the way my parents treated me naturally becomes traumatizing for me.