I remember how much invested I was in this 4-3 years ago wishing someone would update it! Thank you uploader nim for finally making this a reality!! I can't even remember the plot anymore honestly, so I will probably have to re-read it all from the start but the longing is still pretty evident in me!! So I am very grateful for someone picking this up again ><
"I feel bad for her first husband, he deserves better!!" bla bla
Feel bad for him? As if Aster's mother didn't HELP him to get the best ending he could ever wish for on the 2nd timeline...
And about the 1st timeline think about it...He already had another woman in his heart who he supposedly cared dearly for but he was weak hearted enough that he couldn't even protect her and their child (she was pregnant) from his mother...Which was what made them break up & his mother have the girl abord the baby...After that he had a marriage of convinience with Aster's mother...He was someone with an inferiority complex himself which was mentioned...Not just FL deciding on her own to wear flats...So it goes both ways...Also y'all saying he was nice to her but his mother still kept tormenting her and getting in their family matters but he never took sides and tried to "stay neutral" which I believe is enough reason to create issues...Even in today's society this occurs and causes rifts in marriages let alone back then...The fact that Aster their own child hated how her mother was treated while growing up, to the point of using magic to make her go back in time and give her a 2nd chance says a lot idk what to tell you...Plus we never got too much details about their marriage life anyway...Sure compared to other isekai Manhwa he is far from a villain, like FL said he never drunk, used violence etc. but these instances they had in their relationship, though not painful enough they can still end up killing a marriage slowly...In the end they both were wed out of convinience, treated eo with respect while trying to run a family even with their shortcomings... But here is the thing...When you love someone you can often oversee them and easily try and mend the relationship...Yet without it a wedding is doomed to fail like it did!! So instead of trying to point the blame on either of them just try to see both sides and their flaws... This is one of the things I LOVED about this Manhwa!! It's raw and authentic feel!!
Also about some others mentioning about her strunging along the Husband or being obsessed with wanting to being back her daughter...think about it...
FL was suddenly sent back in time losing the only person she ever loved in her 1st timeline (her daughter) so struggling to get her back is not surprising in the least especially since she never "hated" her first life. Even though she died quite into her older years, she never learned what it feels like to be loved romantically. She lived her life in that toxic environment where she was downright psychologically abused by her inlaws and ignored by her Husband who was mostly absent when needed his support. In all that despair her daughter was the only solace and sense of fulfilment and happiness.
And when she came back, she only started to befriend ML without any other thoughts. She didn't have the intentions of getting into a relationship with him, they both gradually & naturally close to eo. I too felt quite frustrated at how she kept rejecting him, but to the FL her daughter was someone who had shown her love and her maternal affection also can't be ignored. Everything about love and the ML was new to her which is why it took such a long time for her to make her choice and move on!
I am so glad to see this is back!! I was so sad when the eng translation stopped at 109...This is one of my fave novel/manhua and this whole realm reminds me of The Spirealm (kaleidoscope of death) series/novel!! Btw does anyone know any other good ones with similar vibes?
here’s a few novels & manhwa/huas (hopefully you’ll like a couple at least HEHEAGHW
novels
- card room
- the earth is online
- mist
- breaking through the clouds
- imperfections
- goumen
- in the dark
- new times new hell
- necromancer survival
manhwa/hua
- poyun & poyun 2
- in the dark
- dreadful night
- high end player of mystery
- i have to be a great villain
- a trace of wonder
- hallowed haven
- zero day attack
- choose your heroes carefully
- escape game
- turning
- mission save the hunter
* heads up, some of the manhwa/huas aren’t too similar. some of them are just in the sci-if genre, i’d still recommend them thooo
I was really expecting and hoping to see more of Aster's 3rd life with her future husband and her life in general but at the same time I can also understand that the author might have thought it would get tiring (personally I could read another 20 extra side stories of this idc). But the ending TRULY struck a cord in me ╥﹏╥ Skipping all the way to after Aster's and their parents departure and only the little bro left... Also her completing the time magic formula and leaving it as a gift of 2nd chance to her bro was so sweet and heartbreaking at the same time... But what truly struck me were the flash backs AND the fact that he ended up never using it cause thanks to his parents and sister's love and care he ended growing up happily with little to no regrets in his life!! Unlike his mother's and sister's past life experiences! This is truly a Master piece!
So his son kept sending the side chicks each time FL was summoned for the deed and the 2 also formed a misunderstanding with each other thanks to this, thinking the other was into peeking only lmaooo The son is a master level manipulator... No joke haha I am interested to see what will happen now tho...Since they seem to have finally realized some of the truth lol And the father blushing like that...Seems to really like her... How will the son overcome this? ><
This author really never dissapointed me in this story and the plot as a whole feels like a fresh breath of air!! I am glad they kept her previous life brother as her friend and that all 3 of them look close like siblings!! Also we got to learn more about how Aster feels about her past life father and life... I am glad to see she is slowly coming to terms with it!! And last but not least I am very excited to see how her and Killians's (I suppose he is her past life Husband) story will go from here and how it used to be in the past!! So interesting ><
Did the uploader drop this or did the artist go on hiatus?? This looked so interesting tho TT