I feel this manhwa is soo painful cause the depiction of war is raw and real. People always suffer in wars and the consequences of wars are harsh on everyone. You can't choose which side suffered more, who deserved what but just feel the pain that fuvk both of them didn't deserve it. Like the lady and Elkin both didn't, neither did Kaya who was used like war machine, neither did the northerners, nor anyone else.