Nini Mandu's Manga

A lot of people hated this and rated it low. I guess the first time I read this as a novel, I was under the same impression. The novel really frustrated me. But as I cooled down and read the manhwa in Bili-bili, it somehow eased my hatred towards Song Yan. I was just looking forward to a good ending. And for me, it somehow ended beautifully. I have eventually accepted Song Yan after everything he's gone through in the second life where he save Xia Lin and suffered a life long disability and the fact that he chose Xia Lin over the chance to walk normally. I'm not saying that his actions are justified but for me, I feel satisfied to know he has suffered too.