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Queenhades March 31, 2024 10:15 am

This a fast passed short 22ch story. I had to make a major correction spoiler bellow.

It is initially very fluffy. The ginger does not cheat on his boyfriend (the mc/top). (Ch15) Someone broke into their home and violently assaulted him before dragging him up the stairs to rape him on their bed. Ginger is coerced into acting like he likes it hoping that will make things end quicker before the bf comes home. It doesn’t end, the bf sees this, ginger is further mortified and then watches his boyfriend possibly beat the rapist to death. In shock, he leaves him that night completely traumatised, hating and blaming himself for what happened. He is in a deep mental health crisis where he experiences further abuse (ends ch18). From there the angst continues but it’s about the love and repair from the trauma and they get back together

    Keiko-sama March 31, 2024 11:42 am

    Ah. Thank you, I thought he cheated but this is nowhere cheating. If people can't make the difference between a cheating uke and a rape... well, this world is crazy anyway.

    rover March 31, 2024 12:35 pm

    so the other comment read the raws, saw the mc getting assaulted and concluded he's cheating? wow.

    Kodzuu March 31, 2024 2:01 pm

    As I remembered, after he left, didn’t he goes back to prostitution immediately?

    Queenhades March 31, 2024 9:34 pm
    Ah. Thank you, I thought he cheated but this is nowhere cheating. If people can't make the difference between a cheating uke and a rape... well, this world is crazy anyway. Keiko-sama

    To be fair I was initially confused why his demeanour suddenly changed while he was being raped until translating it. He’s mortified that his boyfriend saw him like that with another man and blames himself for it happening

    Queenhades March 31, 2024 9:37 pm
    so the other comment read the raws, saw the mc getting assaulted and concluded he's cheating? wow. rover

    Unfortunately it is not uncommon to interpret coercion as consent. And also to be fair, i didn’t no “saying yes eventually” was not consent until I was in therapy

    Queenhades March 31, 2024 9:46 pm
    As I remembered, after he left, didn’t he goes back to prostitution immediately? Kodzuu

    Yeah kinda, it’s shown in those 3chs. He chose to stop prostituting himself early in the story to change his life for himself before meeting the mc bf and establishing their relationship. After the assaults he turns to drugs and alcohol, goes back to “allowing” people to rape and gets abused beyond what he used to allow people to pay him before in what seems to be a self inflicted punishment sort of way. He gets progressively darker rings around his eyes throughout this until the intervention

    Queenhades April 1, 2024 12:53 am
    As I remembered, after he left, didn’t he goes back to prostitution immediately? Kodzuu

    Yes but until the recent update I didn’t know about his father being his pimp. So I assume that’s how he quickly got back into it now too

    Keiko-sama April 1, 2024 10:25 am
    Yeah kinda, it’s shown in those 3chs. He chose to stop prostituting himself early in the story to change his life for himself before meeting the mc bf and establishing their relationship. After the assaults h... Queenhades

    I understand that the chapters 15 to 18 are the "dark side" of the story, can you please spoil me when he stops prostituting himself and return to the MC and start healing please ?

    Queenhades April 1, 2024 11:09 am
    I understand that the chapters 15 to 18 are the "dark side" of the story, can you please spoil me when he stops prostituting himself and return to the MC and start healing please ? Keiko-sama

    I didn’t translate the whole chapter but I can tell you in ch18 the father is harassing him about something. He possibly wants him to prostitute himself more to get more money (to fund his gambling addiction/debt maybe? I’m speculating). But it turns into an argument the escalated to the point where the Ginger breaks a soju bottle and sims to hit his father. Then the MC burst in and gets in the middle (he is hurt a little but not much). He gets in the between the two, they exchange words and then he takes the ginger by the end of ch18. The rest of the story is them talking and arguing and apologising and sex. Is that enough detail for you?

    HRAensn April 1, 2024 11:23 am
    Yeah kinda, it’s shown in those 3chs. He chose to stop prostituting himself early in the story to change his life for himself before meeting the mc bf and establishing their relationship. After the assaults h... Queenhades

    Wait the uke goes back to sex wor without his boyfriend knowing? Or the ML and MC weren’t dating at the time?

    Also can I get the raw link? Thank you!!

    HRAensn April 1, 2024 11:25 am
    Ah. Thank you, I thought he cheated but this is nowhere cheating. If people can't make the difference between a cheating uke and a rape... well, this world is crazy anyway. Keiko-sama

    Why did he go back to prostitution? I thought he and his bf were dating? Does the bf know?

    Keiko-sama April 1, 2024 11:37 am
    Why did he go back to prostitution? I thought he and his bf were dating? Does the bf know? HRAensn

    Well don't ask me, I didn't read anything yet I was just triggered by the word cheating so I was curious and saw he didn't cheat but was rape so I started asking questions. BUT, from what I understood from OP, his BF saw him "enjoying" the "intercourse" (rape) (but he was just acting whishing it could finish quickly) and ML so feel really bad I guess that his beloved saw him like that and flee and return to prostition as self-inflicted punishment and it's easy since ML father is the pimp. ??? It's what I think I understood, if that can help.

    HRAensn April 1, 2024 11:57 am
    Well don't ask me, I didn't read anything yet I was just triggered by the word cheating so I was curious and saw he didn't cheat but was rape so I started asking questions. BUT, from what I understood from OP, ... Keiko-sama

    Well shit this is an icky situation overall. To the ML he prob thought he was cheating(?). I wish the uke told him

    Keiko-sama April 1, 2024 12:20 pm
    Well shit this is an icky situation overall. To the ML he prob thought he was cheating(?). I wish the uke told him HRAensn

    Yeah I get you but you know how these authors love ☆ MISUNDERSTANDINS ☆

    HRAensn April 1, 2024 12:45 pm
    Yeah I get you but you know how these authors love ☆ MISUNDERSTANDINS ☆ Keiko-sama

    Ugh and they love to draw explicit rape

    Keiko-sama April 1, 2024 12:51 pm
    Ugh and they love to draw explicit rape HRAensn

    Yeah that too...... ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

    Hiroshi April 1, 2024 7:05 pm

    I read so much like this so it's to be expected

    rottengirl April 3, 2024 12:10 pm

    Where did you find the rest of it? Please tell me

Queenhades March 4, 2024 8:32 pm

Nnoooooooooo!!!! You ruined it!!! Why couldn’t he just stay being a great friend?!!?? He’s marked babes, the battle has been over and unnoticed for 5 years… come one now..

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