beta
im liking this.
i think the ML is genuinely serious w him. but the MC is not serious and just wants a quick fuck. which makes the ML very insecure and anxious. he's afraid that the MC will just throw him away. he doesnt want their situation to be controlled by the MC, because he is scared that the MC will be done w him. he wants the MC to fall inlove and actually start prioritizing him like answering his calls and taking the initiative.
its not like the ML can act like anything other than this. if he act like other guys, then the MC would treat him like other guys. although his goal is fundamentally the same as other guys, he wants to be someone special in the MC's eyes.