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I always avoided reading this one because i knew it would be so heavy and overwhelming, but after my friend recommended it to me in a list, now i can say that i really regret this.
God it was so beautiful, it’s true it was heavy and at times i couldn’t down it in one go, but it was so worth it, seeing him bloom after all the suffering, self loathing, the hurt and escape is like a breath of fresh air. The way the healing process was portrayed was so realistic and it hit close home to people who experienced something similar, it hit me so hard.
The mroe I digged into the story, the more I grew attached to Woo young, and seeing him find his peace after all that made me cry so hard it was so relieving yet so sad. I could go on and on about it but i will leave it at this and go wipe my tears
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This genuinely left me frothing at the mouth, i hated everything single second of it because of the fucking UKE. This insufferable little shit, he was so ungrateful, couldn’t communicate to save his life! The first chapter threw me off a bit when he said “ he doesn’t feel the butterflies” anymore and that the seme is “ too excited all the time” but i was like how bad can it be? And it got sooo much fucking worse that im so pissed off. In the main story there were a lot of miscommunication as well but at least both parties were less insufferable and the seme was in love enough to at least hear the uke and try to communicate instead of running away but this bitch was a LOST CAUSE. I could rant for days at how much he pissed me off man
The outfits are FIRE omg and they’re so cute i love them
AAGHHJJ Didn't mean to dislike, it's so frustrating when I can't undo it
ITSS OKAY it happens a lot to me as well