YESSSSSSSSSSS im such a sucker for all of the tropes in play rn. lightweight top? yes. (presumably) drunken confession of hurt? not the healthiest, but yes. character getting drunk off their ass and being found by their partner who had been searching for them? fuck yes. ESPECIALLY because the context for it all makes total sense. like it makes sense why hoyeon is upset that moonyeong didn't tell him about his injuries. it makes sense why moonyeong is worried about hoyeon and is frantically searching for him. im IMMERSED
i believe its about this young blonde college-aged guy working as like an intern for some mafia/gang and everyone loves him bc hes sweet and helps out a lot. the boss (black-haired?) i think starts off by being really cold to him (everyone says its just his personality) (?) but eventually he gets super possessive of the intern guy and yadda yadda. typical old yaoi shit. 'get out of the building, underlings, for i am about to eat some ass' vibes. ofc the intern, who is a normal guy, is embarrassed whenever this happens and probably they argue about it.
i think theres a scene where they argue in a hotel, and it might've been bc the boss got the intern a lot of expensive clothes? not sure. and there was another scene where the boss man goes to find the intern guy somewhere (intern guy ran away i believe), finds him, they make up from some fight or whatever, and then the next day wakes up with blood on his hands and body. i know that bc years ago i edited a screenshot of it to say "a BODY has been discovered!" cuz it fr looked like the moment before you discover a body in danganronpa. anyway.. please help <3
nvm found it. its totally captivated
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/totally_captivated/
the pining parallels between them.... the matching wet dreams.... yes bitch