I really don't know what the point of the main character is and it bothers me. I understand these sexual relationships were bound to be found out by someone and often times it's by people who dismiss it like in a short or side story.
In the end, all it does is emphasize that I'm merely a watcher who can't get any of that action I see as well. ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ
Also, if you're gonna stalk someone or constantly peep or even be recognized as such by your target then you should have an effect on someone's feelings!! AARRFGHH PLEASE
I'm so used to rough bdsm, and making your partner yearn for the real thing and don't get me wrong, I've read sweet ones, too. But this... This was so gentle and loving in a way that wasn't purely, "I love you, so, let me fix my boner with you... because I love you and want to see you pinned against a wall with me inside you. Out of love. I swear."
This was... definitely very different. I'm completely satisfied in the weirdest way for some reason. Or maybe I'm just growing up. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ Fujoshi level up??
But the sex was so good!! *drooling* Poor baby does need love. It would make for a great love story later on. The hurt Kise-kun with a sexual trauma finds someone who either fulfills his new needs or showers him with love as Kise snaps back to reality 15 chapters later.
Or maybe he gets an STD and it becomes a tragedy like Delivery! But idk... There's always room for love, lot's of kinky sex, and the feel train. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Too many tragic manga and once he said "ouch" and at work he said he was trying to quit smoking I was like "OH GOD NO CANCER HE GONNA DIE LORD WHY" but I'm just a dumb dumb.
Anyways, I've been in a rut, too but more feeling that love and romance just wasn't even good enough to imagine or hope for. After seeing all this possessiveness, my spark is back and I'm just inspired by obsession and possessiveness.