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this is hard to read. nothing romantic or sexy about any of this. I've seen depression in my own household and it is not pretty. Person with this kind of depression needs many visits to the doctor's. check ups, even a simple conversation. And I didn't see uke do any of that even tho he had couple of bottles of pills on disposal. Who gave it to him? Gyun? He supposedly has no money for them and Gyun is supposedly meant to really care for him. so why hadn't Gyun taken him to get a proper treatment and a proper therapy? depression medication is higly addictive, so taking the same perscription for too long with the same dosage is risky. idk. I saw at once instance when Gyun told him not to mix alcohol with "tranquilizer". tranquilizer means he is taking drugs that are basically Xanax. I hope to hell that isn't the only thing he was feeding him when he got in one of his manic episodes.
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I understand his anger in ch 35 but this whole webtoon infuriates me. there has been barely any talk between them even tho they apparently want the marriage. even after 4 years. every time there's a problem, it's a communication problem.for god's sake, if people really want the relationship to work they'd lay it all out on the table. they'd tell their reasons and worries. but they keep saying "meh it's not worth telling. I'm not gonna say it." like, how do you expect things to work out then?? But the only thing I see with them is overwheling toxicity.
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i finished reading it in one day. now that's how you keep my attention... drama drama and drama. He Yan is a badass, i love her survival methods. she is for sure one mentally strong person. Ml... he is showing signs of "regret" but that's about it. he is too far gone and fucked in the head to show anything reedeming about himself. I'm pretty sure he suffers from DPD and at this point he needs some heavy medication and hospitalization. but i don't care. he can also die as far as i am concerned lol. I just want to see how will He Yan play him
anyway, despite all the fuckery and fucked up themes, I am well entertained and I'd like to see this be continued
reread it to see what is all the rage in the comments about lol. My memory failed me since 2009... I mean, the issue of him slapping her... she slapped and hit and threw a drink on him before that so.... they're both idiots who resolve things with yelling, slaps or ignoring. and about the rape thing... as far as i can see, many people are saying the translator chose a poor phrase. besides, he always stopped if FL wasn't willing. not saying he still has some other major problems.
Anyway, all being said, i remember enjoying this manga but now, as a young adult, nuh uh, i wouldn't want to go through all that shit for a guy lol. toot a loo!
people(mostly feminists i believe): GENDER EQUALITY-
also people: *guy slaps girl-* hey thats not-
IDK i also read this a years back but i remember seeing a comment like this saying how if the girl slapped him no one will mention anythin BUT if the guy slapped her everyone's mad.
Not that you can't, but I'm kind of getting the feeling that you are trying to excuse how the manga was and invalidate other people's comments and opinions.
keep feeling. you might get it right some day
I think I got it right.