Maki who is gay and been told by his former bestfriend Katsumi, “disgusting”, coincident...
uke feels guilty for what he said and did to seme 10 years ago so he endures abuse and violent sex to punish himself. he coincidentally reunites with seme and he finds out what type of life uke has been living until now and helps him through it! i almost dropped this one since it felt so disgusting at first, but after reading a few reviews i picked it back up- and i'm glad i did!! i'm not gonna mark specific chapters since he deals with this in almost every one :,)