Like, I get it. I get the FL and her depression, insecurities, and fear of abandonment. But Author? Can you PLEASE give this girl some confidence and happiness?? She got her man! She got her marriage! She got somebody who is finally on her side and didn't leave her for Hanna. And he has legit affection for her. Let this girl return her husband's affections, please?? She deserves to be happy. This pathetic-ness of hers can only get her so far.