
For a BL where the seme/ML has to grovel a lot, or gets the same treatment back, or has a lot of regrets or anything similar?

https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1363688/
Many of the BLs on this list fit that criteria

BL where the MC gets betrayed by his lover (past?), and the lover kill him and puts his head in a jar or saves his consciousness...I didnt read it but I seen the cover image and heard a little bit about it, I think the lover had white or blonde hair and was maybe in the military? And the mc had black hair?

Gore yes (2nd couple uke kills off his seme) , toxic (not for main couple they are healthy af) yes it's disturbing cuz the guy who is holding head of his dead lover actually killed his own lover for the experiment you know how military men are selfish and greedy and want to bet everything for their own achivement. I cannot spoil much but rest assured main couple has happy ending

It's a Yaoi/BL where the MC's new (I think) stepbrother is in love with him. The MC himself is in (this is where it gets really fuzzy) already in a "relationship" with another guy. I don't think the MC reciprocated the stepbrothers feelings, and in the end he stays with his og "boyfriend". I remember it bc usually the MC would get with the MC, but the ML was the "boyfriend". The stepbro has black hair and I think the MC has lighter color hair, maybe brown or ash Grey brown? Idk if anyone knows pls help
It was a bl where the mc was a food critic like Gordan Ramsey and he became the host/taster for a food show and the ML was one of the contestants. The MC was seen as cold and harsh (i think). It's not "To Me Who Doesn't Love You". If anyone know lmk
It could be this one ! https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/off_the_plate/
YES OMGGG YESS
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