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spoilers below !
( I read all the novel in just one day lol I’m that invested. )


Anyways, after this chapter ( 59 )
mc & ml is in mc’s house ( I believe? ) and they’re talking about the dungeon & how mc is worried for ml.
After that, a few days go by and boom the day of the ss-class arrived.

At first people thought the darkness guil/onaip backed out, but at the last second they came ( all of them including synthy,czerny.flat,the twins & ml )
With masks on, then mc is just outside and ofc he’s worried about ml and all, and ml says that “ he’ll need to enter the dungeon rn or else he would’ve taken mc and yknow what “. Asks shin haechang ( commander ) is it all good and he says yup.

They then went in and the gem stone ( that can see the inside of the dungeon, is with them. )
The footage/video is then broadcast live, then Yoojin ( Shin haechang’s guide ) approaches mc and takes him to NSA because ml wanted haechang to let mc be there for the time being.

In the room, only mc & yoojin are there with the live broadcast. Then haechang came and blah blah then mentions that mc is a S-Rank Guide which yoojin didn’t expect. And now he knows that ml ( andante ) is an S-Rank Esper. Which he tries to manipulate mc into going back to the past with his time being with andante.
Then mc realised that his past & yoojin are different because yoojin was treated differently from him.

His past is being a former guid in BETEL ( a guide organisation ) and he was forced to be marked with the guild leader’s younger brother, dimitri.
Now, dimitri is a piece of shit & abused mc in which Ren ( a guild member ) sees and helps mc and says shit about dimitri & all. In which dimitri gets mad and him and Ren are fighting, which resulted in Ren dying from dimitri. His last wishes were “ no matter what happened to him, don’t guide dimitri. “

In which dimitri tries to make mc guide him, but mc is just shocked and wasn’t guiding him. Dimitri is now mad and pleading to mc to guide him, and he still isn’t being guided from mc, resulting in his ultimate death.
Mc tries to help Ren from guiding him but it was no use, and Ren with Dimitri Dies leaving mc alone.

Then yoojin realises that mc was not treated the same as he was as was about to say something when the tv flashes a footage from the dungeon.
All members ( except andante ) were shown in the tv, dead.
Yoojin & mc was shocked of course, every tv network/news is the same footage.
Mc was about to faint when the footage is moved and taken by andante, voices are heard which comes from all the members.
The monsters took the form of the members inside but were killed.

After that they keep on fighting the monsters until they get to the final boss, fighting blah blah then ml ( andante ) shows his double abilities. No one but The Legendary SS-Class Esper Owen Have.
Yoojin is shocked to know that Andante Is Owen and etc.

The fight goes on and the monster is defeated, Owen comes and calls for “ Ano “ .
In which they said goodbyes as the monster disappears, Then it’s realised.
LEOM, World’s Number One Guild With Guide Ano.

Codename : Piano
Which is Spelled “ Onaip “.
Ano is a guide with the Esper Owen As Side.
( Ano is the brother of Owen. )

The reason they went first was to say goodbyes to Ano & etc. In which everyone/Esper adored Ano.
( that’s the reason synthy says about one and only guide, because that person is Ano. )
The guild is close to him.

Ano died in the dungeon 10 years ago because of Owen, Reverse guiding is the reason. He is then impaled/stabbed and killed.

After that, Yoojin and Mc becomes close and friends.
Mc then helps with all the A-Class Espers with guiding.

Onaip is in America, then ml hires a temporary guide, A Female Named “ Sooyeon “ around that name.
After they came back, he introduces Sooyeon to Mc and ml sees mc being weird & distanced.
( the reason being, because of Yoojin’s words about Ano & The new guide, he’s afraid that he won’t be any use to the guild & all. ) correct me if I’m wrong btw!!

Sooyeon gives flowers to mc but andante took the flowers away from mc in which he was surprised.

Sooyeon & Andante Private Talk about not talk or be with mc as much and that he doesn’t like his members disobeying orders.
( around those lines, might be wrong but that’s what I remember. )

Sooyeon then asks tips on how to guide Andante in which mc was off-guard, she noticed and asked if she said something sensitive & asked if they were perhaps dating.
Which I think mc didn’t say anything but that caught on to Sooyeon & said that she didn’t know.

Mc is then gifted a gem stone that’s infused with ano’s energy from andante and that he should keep it.

Then after that, days go by and he notices that mc is gloomy and much but the members thought mc was exhausted because of the guiding A-class Espers in which andante couldn’t shake the feeling of something’s off.

Mc and ml sleeps together and in the morning, ml needs to go because of urgent things and messaged mc. A few hours go by but mc still didn’t reply so he asked flat in which he said that he didn’t arrive from the guild office. He told him to go to mc’s house and flat stutters which andante know something is wrong because flat never stutters.
There is a resignation letter, which andante thought he wasn’t serious.
He left his phone.

Mc then go to the train station and went to different locations, there he met an old man and lived there while helping him.
He decided to buy a phone because news broke out that ml is trying to find a guide.
Mc thought he was after the gemstone that he gave and contacted shin haechang ( commander of nsa) that he’ll give it to him secretly.

But he hears Yoojin saying to Run away and Don’t get caught. Which was weird, then heard Andante’s voice.
Asking him if someone kidnapped him or what for the resignation letter but mc says that he left willingly which ml is pissed off, and tells him he’ll find him and he should wait.
The phone is hanged off because of the poor signal and mc prepares to leave but waits to tell the old man he’s leaving, but he’s late. Then a bougie car pulls up and andante is there. ( When andante was in the phone, he already made the order to track the location. )

There, him and mc talk and shi that ml’s love isn’t love but obsession. Then a gate opens up and ml offers to clear the gate, after he went out, mc was gone. Andante thought he went into the gate but because the old man has dementia he can’t explain where he went.
Causing ml to be crazy about finding him.
( oh and mc’s bag was taken from him from something. Idk if it was a monster tbh )

Mc is woken up and he’s now in Ecuador & meets a family. Tina & Teddy & Their mom.
He doesn’t tell his identity and lives on.

Ml is mad and the guild members thought mc’s dead because he was in “ the gate opens up” yknow. ( that’s what everyone thinks )
Making ml the order of going through each dungeons that appeared and clear them out, in a way to find mc.
That made them the Top 1 Ranking guild because of clearing so many dungeons in just 2 weeks.


Ml and Haechang argues and ml blames the problem to haechang that he spouted nonsense into mc and making him leave but haechang respond that ml is the problem and etc and why was he blaming on him while he was the one who caused the problem/etc.
Which ml was taken aback and actually couldn’t say anything, this was the first time that haechang ever won an argument from him.


Anyways, Tina wants to marry Mc ( she’s 14 lol ) and teddy discovers he’s a A-Class Esper ( 18/19 years old ) and he talks to mc about guides etc.
Then mentioned about nsa being the 2nd best guild, which confuses mc.
Mc was informed that onaip has been clearing dungeons etc etc that The Leader ( Ml ) doesn’t take a break & there was a footage of him leaving a cleared dungeon with blood and then moving forward to another dungeon to clear and find hidden areas.

Tina,Teddy,and mother goes to Korea for teddy’s job for the NSA. Mc didn’t go and asks teddy not to tell him about him. But teddy mentions about a Korean guy helping them and shi which haechang was suspicious and asked the name “ JIN “ and its mc.
Confirming he’s alive.
Argentina where a gate appeared up and ml went and cleared it but because of this, he was in a VERY bad shape and his veins where bulging out and he was strapped to not go “ Berserk “ or “ Rampage. “ because he was VERY close.


Haechang went to mc and tells him about ml’s condition in which he helps but wants haechang to keep it a secret from everyone which he agreed.
Mc then guides ml and boom ml wakes up and he’s healed, then comes looking for mc.
His guild members comes and thanked the guides ( because they were looking for guides that can help ml but wouldn’t last a minute before fainting. )
Sooyeon was transferred to a different shit, idk I don’t remember much to her tbh.
And then after that, mc is now working for the NSA.
Yoojin was moved and he’s no longer there, which haechang gives the position to mc.
Haechang apparently likes mc.


After that, shit goes down when ml then see that mc is alive and is working with the nsa which made him angry af.
But after a few days and shi it was fine, mc then learns that Ano is actually Owen’s brother. ( mc was misunderstanding lol ) and he confirms it by asking Coda in which he was surprised he didn’t knew and it was now confirmed and bombshell from Owen that he killed his brother.
Also when Owen was being guided by Ano, some shit happened and etc.


Mc is sick and is taken by ml to take care of his fever, which he says that he’ll bring him back after his recovery.
Mc meets the guild members again and boom,

Mc then is tired and exhausted because of helping other Espers and is being escorted in a helicopter with teddy from direct orders from haechang, and the helicopter was damaged ( I think? ) Andante then helps them both to safety and asked why haechang isn't with him and mocks haechang for letting mc be alone. Mc tells him he needs to be in the dungeon with flat & czerny. In which ml declines and told him that both can take care of it and he’s making sure mc is in safety so that he won’t ever lose him again.

After that shi, Mc is promoted to being a SS-Rank Guide. Haechang keep it as a secret, and the guild members said it to ml but they weren’t sure if it was true.

Then boom after that, he’s helping to Guiding ml into hand contact guiding, ml then makes mc stop and mc insists but he said no. This happened for 9 times, everytime ml needs guiding he doesn’t make mc complete it.
Because of this mc wants to say something to ml the day of his 10th time guiding.
Mc says that he has been promoted into SS-Rank and ml says that he knows, and mc repeats it again. Which ml is surprised to know that he can be guided perfectly in one guiding session which makes him happy for him. In which he asks ml if he loves him and ml says he does. But if he was happy without him then he would let him go.
Mc then says something and talks him up and blah blah and accepts him being with him again.

Then boom boom ml wants mc to leave nsa but mc didn’t agree, 6 months was his contract.
He didn’t want to terminate it but after the 6 months he will join onaip again and be with ml. ( Andante planned to change it again to LEOM but decided not to and keep onaip. )
Haechang tries to make excuses about mc getting hurt from ml’s actions & mc sees he’s manipulating him and calls him out for it in which he apologises.
He asks why he doesn’t want to terminate the contract, and mc says that he’s grateful for haechang and etc.
And meets Yoojin and they talk whatever.

After that, mc & ml are happy with eachother & with the guild. Then coda came and told him mc is getting engaged. Which ml was shocked and came, into a school. Apparently the school does engagement proposal shi and Tina was marrying mc.
Ml comes and tells Tina that he’s not marrying him and they bicker. Mc tells Tina he won’t be marrying ml and etc etc.

They both ended up buying a house together and ml gave something a contract to mc. In there, all his assets, social status as guild leader, his for is for mc.
Which mc asks what does he want in return, and ask for a kiss.

And THATS the main story Done.
The side stories aren’t opened Huhuhu
Correct me if I’m wrong on some parts, but yeah I wrote this instead of sleeping.

Not Ilay pulling a Yoonseol…?? We love to see it

no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponent al, logarithmic, while i gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cow girl, doggy, backwards, forwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the ool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick thribbing, first clenching, ear rining, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling. teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy, moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious, gushy, creamy, beastly, lip bitting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, cant walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail stractching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magniticent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tangos, he could put a nuclear bomb inside me and i'd still ride it and I would give this man the sloppiest, wettest, creamiest, soul taking, slimy, life changing, death DROPPING, heaven sent, flabbergasting, hypnotising, ungodly, astonishing, leg trembling, back arched, hands desperately grabbing the sheets, legs stretching out again and again, toe curling, voice breaking, whimper causing, waist slowly moving up and down, small heavy breath " I can't take much more of this", breaths getting quicker, twitching, throbbing, eyes shut, lip biting, edging begging for relief, warm hot rush bubbling up, spit upon the tongue twisting ground tip-talking against the mouth, sideways spit from the end and lick from the bottom to the top then spit and lick to the bottom, deepthroating, thrusting slower then faster, faster, FASTER twisting mouth around each side, spiritually enlightening, chakra aligning, mangekyo sharigan unlocking, golden light like a halo, noise from the very edge of his throat for the final, hardest release ever....and THEN I'd let him pound me so FUCKING HARD UNTIL HE IMPRENATES ME WITH HIS BABIES. My prayers for you be like no lube, no protection from the condom or the lord, all night all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the church, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, while i gasp for air and scream the lord's prayer, YOU sir can OBLITERATE me and uses no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponent al, logarithmic, while i gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cow girl, doggy, backwards, forwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the ool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, he could put a nuclear bomb inside me and i'd still ride

please can anyone recommend any fics where the top is expressive like this?? this is good shit and i don’t see much of it

Love a man who is also willing to let his partner top. A rare treasure now a days lol

I need bl reecs where mc and ml were firstly arragned married but then slowly later on they have feeling for eachother, thank u <3

recommend me good murim manhwa please. already read return of mt hua sect, and path of the shaman which were really good (=・ω・=). i appreciate all of your recs in advance!

BL with yandere ML

Just looking for bl recommendations with this trope. Not interested in the ones that lack consent. Manhwa or manga, doesn't matter

Can someone give me a raw link? I'm drying and can't wait anymore.
This is healthy one thank god. Other are stright up red flag I want to resr from the red flag and go to heal my mind.

I think this is my 8th time rereading these manwha and I can't get myself to like Jennette

can someone spoil me about the romance development?

I don’t remember the dynamic of the FL and ML. I do remember that the FL died and in her previous life she wasn’t loved by her husband (miscommunication/misunderstanding), I think he was an honorable knight that was gifted a duke title.

He has a “mistress” that is his childhood friend. The ML was a slave/orphan(?) and his childhood friend took him in as her own “family”. She basically manipulated and guilt trip him into thinking that his life was possible because of her family. She was spoiled and bought luxurious gifts, she even got on the staffs good side and was a respected lady. While the FL was treated like an outsider.

In the FL’s second life she stands up for herself and made the ML/staff realize that the “mistress” is manipulative. He has always known but in this life he doesn’t enable her behavior and “banishes” her.

This isn’t the plot of the story but that portion stands out the most. It’s also the only thing I remember :,)

Just saying I don't have a lot of info on this manga. It's about 2 girls I'm not sure if they're friends or sister. But I remembered that the prince chose the FL as the Empress/fiance. Somehow the story went back in time but she got transferred to the other girls body. I remembered a scene where she didnt talk to the prince but was looking at ants on the floor. At the end the prince chose the FL again...

I feel like I've read everything and every bl i come across now are just either good for its artstyle or they're boombayah scenes. I've reread all my go to bl so many times I've memorized it all ༎‿༎
I need a bl with well written characters+great/good plot+

can anyone recommend me free anime sites you guys use? ╥﹏╥ It's been years since I had the urge to watch and the sites I used to watch at are all down _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):

A few i was really into

- roses and champagne
- walk on water
- our sunny days

Open to diff genres and tropes, I love when the story is actually good!!