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im looking for the yaoi i read last last month. All I remember is the ml was shit and the mc was like in love with ml and kept like yk they do it but the ml treats the mc like shit and the mc realizes and leaves ml and ml regrets the bs he's done but the mc ignores him for a while. The start of the story i think like mc has a crush on him but ml hates him or sum. I suddenly remembered the satisfaction i felt after seeing thet mf regret his shit. Pls help