Wow that's Very Illegal's feed

Why r the men in MC's life so shit I was expecting at least one of the characters to help him out and not wanna fuck him but like??? HE'S JUST ALL ALONE WITHOUT ANYONE TO WORRY OR CONFIDE IN HIM,,,
Also I feel like that initial kinky sex thing with his boyfriend def traumatized him into thinking Kink sex without safewords is ok bcs wtf (idc if this wasn't what was intended to be read that's how I understood it)
I mean that part with his new "employer" is basically a rape attempt he brushed off so casually
I don't think I wanna continue reading atp it's just gonna stress me out I hope MC ends up with someone who actually puts his needs first :/