2025-10-15 12:50 marked
disappointed in myself… so many plans yet no action towards it just the awareness that my time is slipping by… i guess this is the negative effect of always imagining your death as a coping mechanism, you start to think about it everytime something goes hard. and theres always just the neverending loneliness that comes with living for me, the......
2025-10-14 06:19 marked

Their chemistry is like an electric in its quiet intensity, these quiet moments feel more intense than any loud declaration and you feel it even when nothing is said, and that 'stillness' makes it even more magnetic. EVEN the character development is masterful. ITS JUST THAT GOOD!
It pulls you in, chews you up emotionally, and leaves you staring at the ceiling at 3 a.m., wondering how a story could hit that hard. If that’s not peak storytelling, I don’t know what is.
2025-10-09 08:19 marked

First of all I thought this was going to be like all other manhwa where Hyubin was going to run back to his first love (hyeonwoo)…but yall get ready for a treat.
This story was beautiful and truly shows the complexities of what is meant for you will stay with you and what isn’t means it is time to move on. We could have had the classic tale of Hyobin and Woo get together but that would lose all the structure that had been engraved of the hardships of friendship after portraying your love to them.
One thing I loved about this manga was she showed the hardship that Jun went through as well. We usually see, in Jun’s case, as being a shadow to the “first love” but first lovers can only last so long before you have to move on and Jun saved him through all the hardships whether big or small…and what I loved was Jun defended Hyubin even knowing his situation. He didn’t try to blackmail or find something to ruin Hyubin and Woo relationship. He let them figure it out while also trying to figure where his heart was and as you could see it belonged to Hyubin.
I truly detest Woo because how dare you live your friend for two years…come back and pretend nothing happened and do you could say that he isn’t entitled to Hyubins feeling. But you have to realize that Woo did not ONCE tell Hyubin that he didn’t like him or try to diminish his feelings giving Hyubin the idea that he could continue to fall for him….Giving him the “hope” to be hopeless…helpless.
I believe that if Woo ran after Hyubin in the snow, they would still be together and Hyubin will continue to accept all the hurt Woo put him through. Leaving him in the rain was the first straw….but the snow was the last straw. Just like the rain…it can turn to snow. And the love Hyubin had for Woo had been buried just like the foot tracks that could have led to Hyubin.
Overall, this manga was a 10/10. Not gonna lie it kept me on my toes, I was so sure that the curry scene (chapter 74-75??) would have meant that Hyubin would accept Woo’s feeling but I’m glad he didn’t. He knew that what he had felt for Woo could never come back and if it did it would be deep rooted in hatred and resentment of “why did you leave me for so long”…Five years and no matter what I would hope that the guy I once liked would realize that I do not like him anymore but as we all could tell Woo cared only for himself. He saw Hyubin as a puppet and everyone one around him as well (imo) given the reason why he used Yeona as a scapegoat to hide what he truly felt for Hyubin. And he thought that Hyubin would wait for him forever and never lose feeling for him.,.
Anyways PLEASE READ THIS MANGA
2025-10-07 21:20 marked

2025-10-07 21:19 marked

I just want my cute, "boring" romances. Can't we please have more? Love me some university students or working adults who suddenly realise they're very gay for each other in a normal, human setting, please at this point I'm willing to finish my Korean courses and even start Japanese because I'M BORED, and I don't even read as much manga as I used to, yet I still feel I can't find as much quality as I used to.
2025-09-24 08:14 marked
heh anyone willing to dive into my big..big list of want to reads and tell me what to prioritize! u can also check my reading list atp thats my 2nd want to read list
2025-09-14 19:56 marked
Anyone know other sites for raws other than n*wtoki and to*nkor?
2025-08-15 07:10 marked
guys anyone knows a BL where uke is poor or feels he doesn’t deserve seme & other good things (seme can be green or red flag)
2025-07-25 18:22 marked
2025-07-24 08:17 marked

I have no finished the novel and skipped some boring chs..but yeah were gonna be expecting long slow burn filled with frustration, and things just get interesting in college arc and they only fucc almost or at the end, the rest of the good stuff would be in the side stories... were still soo far, MC meets with ML family, mc tries to help ML with family issues it backfires, they fight mC arm gets broken , friendship falls apart, MC gets bullied(long arc), he gets into a fight he really fought back but gets hospitalized where he woke up ML is there, here there is an attempt to rekindle but ml still left(forgot what part but ML at one point said they should make up but its not like he wants to its cuz apparently his dad wants to)..they do end up being friends again and MC is so confused about this..but this time MC has internalized hatred to ML, he does try to fall for someone else (sidechar) but sidechar is also scared cuz he was bullied when he went to school in u.s.a so he is coward and this plan falls apart cuz dude also godtier at clocking out people's behavior ..they do end up being sorta friends..so after MC grades tanked and he loses his rank , he hates ML so much..then one of the bullies offers to expose ML being gay by making MC fake confess to ML and video his reaction to spread..and on the day the plan was on go MC exposed the plan on the spot , so ML beat the crud out of the bully and called some other kid to be involved so they will be painted as gay instead...so bully removed..MC meets sidechar at bookstore accidentally and they go out for snacks, ML catches them and starts being jntimidating...at this point since its nearing graduation MC is so done with this shit tht he throws coffee at ML's face and left..and sends him barrage of angry texts and hatred..and this part ML mental state just dips..he shows up drunk outside MC' house they confront but mC still shuts him put..ml keeps visiting everynight, MC stops going to school except on graduation day where ML sees MC, mc runs away but Ml chases him...MC kissed Ml as a goodbye...and secretly booked a flight to america and dissapeared..ML goes obsessive insane looking for him..calling him in other people's phone cuz he is blocked..looking for him.. cut to college MC thought he was finally free of ml but he ends up being roommates of ML which is no longer wearing rosary and now more docile and listens to MC..mC makes him leave which he does..then Bully reappears to have revenge of mC and throws acid to his face, mL blocks it with his back and gets burned instead..MC college life falls apart cuz he spent most of the time taking care of ML in hospital and ML family does not give af and makes mC the guardian instead..here they start to rekindle ..ML says weird shit like god is a liar and now since he cant love mC he will just be a believer and lowkey worships him ..like kisses his feet..so now they hang out in the hospital...MC gets invited to a group blind date and ML insists of going too, and Ml gets passed out drunk ..they get home and they fucked...thts how i read, i skipped some chapters cuz its so slow burn tht long reads is barely moves the plot cuz its just talking with other chars and its frying my adhd brain haha
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2025-04-13 06:24 marked

I didn't really like it.
MC continued exploiting the blondie ML from beginning to end.
He continues to get free housing, food and rest,
ML has loved him since he was young but MC made it clear that he does not want a relationship and they even promised each other not to fall in love. .. So far, things are good.
So when the blondie ML found out that he couldn't keep his promise, he told MC to find a place and go.
He was trying hard not to interfere and make MC uncomfortable.
But the MC was very selfish.
He kept making himself pathetic in order to stay in his house, he also applied what he learned from the master to him.
It was very clear that he loved the other person (the one he filmed porn videos with).
He felt more comfortable and safe with him.
In fact, the master was not bad.
He helped MC a lot, took care of him, and even told him to end this relationship, but MC refused because he felt comfortable being with him,
And because the master did not want to enter into a deeper relationship even though he loved MC. ..
This made the blondie ML, the only option left.
He was always by MC's side, and he didn't want to be left alone ,i don't think he actually loved him.
I didn't like the ending.
I was hoping that MC would end up with the master (I think having them together is better), and that he would leave ML to find his own happiness....
2025-04-13 04:56 marked
BL like the seme is a shit or like bullies uke in the beginning then regrets it or develops greed for uke. I NEEED DRAMA. ╥﹏╥
2025-04-04 22:02 marked

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2025-03-30 09:15 marked
Finally a top who cant suck a dick I bet he was single cuz he couldnt find ...