
I have no finished the novel and skipped some boring chs..but yeah were gonna be expecting long slow burn filled with frustration, and things just get interesting in college arc and they only fucc almost or at the end, the rest of the good stuff would be in the side stories... were still soo far, MC meets with ML family, mc tries to help ML with family issues it backfires, they fight mC arm gets broken , friendship falls apart, MC gets bullied(long arc), he gets into a fight he really fought back but gets hospitalized where he woke up ML is there, here there is an attempt to rekindle but ml still left(forgot what part but ML at one point said they should make up but its not like he wants to its cuz apparently his dad wants to)..they do end up being friends again and MC is so confused about this..but this time MC has internalized hatred to ML, he does try to fall for someone else (sidechar) but sidechar is also scared cuz he was bullied when he went to school in u.s.a so he is coward and this plan falls apart cuz dude also godtier at clocking out people's behavior ..they do end up being sorta friends..so after MC grades tanked and he loses his rank , he hates ML so much..then one of the bullies offers to expose ML being gay by making MC fake confess to ML and video his reaction to spread..and on the day the plan was on go MC exposed the plan on the spot , so ML beat the crud out of the bully and called some other kid to be involved so they will be painted as gay instead...so bully removed..MC meets sidechar at bookstore accidentally and they go out for snacks, ML catches them and starts being jntimidating...at this point since its nearing graduation MC is so done with this shit tht he throws coffee at ML's face and left..and sends him barrage of angry texts and hatred..and this part ML mental state just dips..he shows up drunk outside MC' house they confront but mC still shuts him put..ml keeps visiting everynight, MC stops going to school except on graduation day where ML sees MC, mc runs away but Ml chases him...MC kissed Ml as a goodbye...and secretly booked a flight to america and dissapeared..ML goes obsessive insane looking for him..calling him in other people's phone cuz he is blocked..looking for him.. cut to college MC thought he was finally free of ml but he ends up being roommates of ML which is no longer wearing rosary and now more docile and listens to MC..mC makes him leave which he does..then Bully reappears to have revenge of mC and throws acid to his face, mL blocks it with his back and gets burned instead..MC college life falls apart cuz he spent most of the time taking care of ML in hospital and ML family does not give af and makes mC the guardian instead..here they start to rekindle ..ML says weird shit like god is a liar and now since he cant love mC he will just be a believer and lowkey worships him ..like kisses his feet..so now they hang out in the hospital...MC gets invited to a group blind date and ML insists of going too, and Ml gets passed out drunk ..they get home and they fucked...thts how i read, i skipped some chapters cuz its so slow burn tht long reads is barely moves the plot cuz its just talking with other chars and its frying my adhd brain haha
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2025-04-13 06:24 marked

I didn't really like it.
MC continued exploiting the blondie ML from beginning to end.
He continues to get free housing, food and rest,
ML has loved him since he was young but MC made it clear that he does not want a relationship and they even promised each other not to fall in love. .. So far, things are good.
So when the blondie ML found out that he couldn't keep his promise, he told MC to find a place and go.
He was trying hard not to interfere and make MC uncomfortable.
But the MC was very selfish.
He kept making himself pathetic in order to stay in his house, he also applied what he learned from the master to him.
It was very clear that he loved the other person (the one he filmed porn videos with).
He felt more comfortable and safe with him.
In fact, the master was not bad.
He helped MC a lot, took care of him, and even told him to end this relationship, but MC refused because he felt comfortable being with him,
And because the master did not want to enter into a deeper relationship even though he loved MC. ..
This made the blondie ML, the only option left.
He was always by MC's side, and he didn't want to be left alone ,i don't think he actually loved him.
I didn't like the ending.
I was hoping that MC would end up with the master (I think having them together is better), and that he would leave ML to find his own happiness....
2025-04-13 04:56 marked
BL like the seme is a shit or like bullies uke in the beginning then regrets it or develops greed for uke. I NEEED DRAMA. ╥﹏╥
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2025-03-30 09:15 marked
BL reco w the same vibes of Cherry & Joe from Sk8 the infinity? thanks!
2025-03-22 16:26 marked

Also I love an older uke who looks very demure and reserved but the is secretly sexy and seductive and maybe a little bit slutty..
2025-03-21 03:39 marked
I think it is good to criticize problematic works in a way that brings attention to the issues in it since someone who may be going through something similar but in denial could realize from the comments that hey this isn’t okay. The problem I’ve seen is when the people who read it get attacked simply for reading something toxic to the point wh......
2025-03-05 02:59 marked
Regression BL manhwa? Or Where the uke back in the past? Smthing like that
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2025-02-17 22:28 marked

I love Josh! The way he deals with everything and even chase is so refreshing to see. He is aware of his self-worth and REFUSES to let anyone take him down. He is Chase's protector. Josh is ready to throw HANDS whenever he is in danger (happens quite a lot since he his life is at risk from the terrorist organization). Even tho Chase and Josh (especially Josh) don't say their 'I love you'(s) until almost the very end of the main story It's very evident how much in love they are in with each other. THEIR SEXUAL TENSION IS OFF THE CHARTTTSS- Josh is WAYYYY hornier in the novels he loses his sanity every time he's near Chase. His thoughts show how much he desires Chase even though he tries to keep his calm on the outside.
I absolutely LOVE their dynamic. I was afraid he'd be similar to Keith but NO Chase is just someone who protects him. He's been lonely ever since he could remember and it's so sad to see him struggle with his fears. They have an intense sexual chemistry and truly do love each other. THEYAREPERFECTFOREACHOTHER!!! (Chase is also very big on consent my precious bbg) (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
2025-02-14 07:37 marked
Same relationship dynamic where the top seems cold and only interested in sex but lowkey cares and has that whole "who did this to you" trope
2025-02-09 23:36 marked
Please recommend me BL’s with a crazy obsessive character like the tops from https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/monday_saviour/uu/br_chapter-254512/pg-1/ and https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_edge_of_ambiguity/
I dont care if the obsessive person is top or bottom i just want them kinda crazy!
I dont care if the obsessive person is top or bottom i just want them kinda crazy!
2025-02-02 18:56 marked
MASSIVE SPOILERS!! I read much of the novel