I just reread this just recently and now there is a freaking update??? and ten years later??? and Ryou is smiling more now??? KYAAAHHHHHH
I was stressed the whole time reading rhis
Why would you read it then omg
that's why I stopped in the middle duh
The friend is now out of the picture. But my issue is the way seme is still not completely redemptive. He does not do the distrustful things anymore (for the most part) but there are still a lot of uke's dislikes that he still insist on doing. For example, I believe it is not teasing when uke physically get hurt during sx. Teasing is light and is a lil fun but that was not teasing at all.
The cycle is repeating. The uke is tolerating and seme still does whatever he wants. (Obviously not the stalking part because there's no reason to do that anymore because the threat is gone now) But it's not an assurance that if another 'threat' in any shape or form, that seme will not go back to doing just that once again.
Irl, you need to see the desire to change from
small deeds. Because not changing for the small things means not changing for the huge matters.
There is no change in the dynamic of their relationship. Uke is still dating a child.
sweet suffering for the readers too (-----___-----)