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make fujoshi friends

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Probably unknown in US (or wherever else actually), my first fictional crush would have been Gacchan from Yattaman lol. How old was I? 5?? And no doubt I was jealous of his partner Ai-chan. I must have been an emotional 5 year old... I don't remember too much, but I also had a crush on Howl from Howl's moving castle (who can resist that handsome f......   reply
23 08,2018
I wasn't this bad when I first started... It used to be only couple times a week but now its every day. My morning (when I wake up) usually starts with reading BL (I even try to wake up early for this). I downloaded BL books in my phone so that I can read while going to school... When I come home, I open up mangago. And then I read yaoi till late a......   2 reply
23 08,2018
I don't think it's weird. If you want to fall in live, you just gotta try harder. I have a phobia of men, or rather I am super uncomfortable with guys (even my own family) and I also can't handle skin to skin contact at all, so relationships are not really in the near future for me. I'm also not pretty based on society standards, and I still want t......   reply
27 04,2018
Both! I really would love to make cute younger boys cry, but I would also like getting dominated by older men~~~~ (///v///)   2 reply
10 04,2018

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Tell me experienced people of this world,,, is there any good idea to what to do when you don't know what you wan't to do after high school?

I'm a senior in HS with absolutely no future plans. TBH I want a job where I can just read manga and sleep all day but unfortunately I don't see any postings for those on Indeed ;-; I did apply to like 2 schools just because, but i don't really feel like spending thousands of dollars (yes I'm in America) when I don't even know what I want to do.
My mom ready to kick me out in 4 months, so I either need to get into school or find a job... But I don't know what to do.

Was there anyone else in a similar situation like mine who got their life sorted out..?? Plz help!
14 02,2021
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I've always had this problem where I feel tremendously disgusted when someone likes me romantically.
First time I experienced this was in early high school when there was a boy who I texted often (personally didn't mean much by it) but then I heard that he liked me from his friend and I just felt to disgusted I actually ghosted him and blocked him.
I feel awful for what I did, but I simply can't stand someone being in love with me, or even the thought of it.
I identify as an Asexual, and I can like people (like I have crushes), but can't handle being loved.
Is this just me??? Is this a mental problems that could be cured??
Any info would help thanks!
01 11,2020

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ANYTHING FROM ALNST, YES, I AM STILL MOURNING. SUA IS ALIVE AND KICKING.

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earlobe, twice. i dont like it anymore but yea

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did listen to a song on repeat

ode to the mets. listening to it on repeat isnt enough, i want it up my ass

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