
Nakwon still not asking for consent...... Even after all of his dialogue and mindset shown to not fully have changed other than acknowledgement with a tinge of post-regret...? I'm shocked, truly. /s
"I love you" followed by utter shock, silence, and a look of confusion (to what he can see) and then doesn't even wait for an answer. Hah! I may actually never like this cop. This story is great but God this character is actually irredeemable even moreso.
Mokhwa deserves the world, he doesn't even know genuinely love so his perception on it may be so wrapped he might accept ol' dudes feelings and I still won't like him. As it goes.

the whole story building up to this moment... only for him to give Mohkwa another painful experience does he even love him? or just lusting after his body? Mohkwa has no awareness or understanding of what's even happening, but dude is getting his dick in and being all creepy, "I love you" "I love you" over and over again

That chapter was SO hot, I usually don't leave comments like this but gOD DANG. Boy absolutely knocked him up immediately. Impossible so-- sheesh. Good for them, tbh ლ(´ڡ`ლ) If Theo is a factory, Seth is a sole worker taking no breaks, no vacations, not even a holiday. He's making that product and loving it. I don't know if they should chill or just keep going because...

I HATE Nakwon!!! He's so selfish!! He's absolutely TERRIBLE!! Like, everyone seems to be feeling for him but he's been nothing but a thorn, no, an earthquake in Mokhaw's life!! Imagine it from his point of view.
This grossly corrupt cop harassed you everyday when you were just trying to get your life together after being imprisoned to get information you don't even have! Then RAPES you, multiple times, for what? Intimidation? And you just had to take it or risk losing everything with the small amount of kindness you got from one lady who is practically a stranger to you. All you want is to run this flower shop of hers and repay that kindness and this dude fucks up everything!!
Then your assaulter and harasser starts to have feelings for you that you would never want in the first place! So, he gives you this ounce of motivated kindness that you're still not used to, and think maybe it's also some sick tactic but since you literally have no choice to be around him because he constantly goes to the one place you felt normal at you indulge him because maybe he'll get it and leave you alone. You're so confused!
Then you end up, probably in a position you knew would be in but saved the one person who helped and cared about you without reason, just because she saw you as a person. This cop comes in, "saving you," yes, but not even aware himself that it's not for YOU it's for HIM! He loses his mind because he is so entangled in his own emotions, as a cop, he should know how to find a pulse and try and save you pet he kills the perp and bashed his hand out of anger then calmed self defensive. BRUH...
You see your gang, wild that your alive but relieved to see people who want the best for you then this cop shows back up out of nowhere and goes off until you get discharged and you find him at your work??? This dude who probably has so much to do, working your flower job. You're more confused. He invites you out on dates you couldn't even fathom are dates so you can't see it as one. He invites you to a vacation with just him not taking no for answer and you're sicker than a dog. Bro straight up SA you in your sick fugue state that you don't even know about, licking your unconscious body like wHat?? And just because he stops himself and thinks on his actions he's learning, even if it's not excusable people will say but he's changing. Why? God.
At this point, all you are confused but he hasn't hurt you in a long time so you let him be until the next thing you know, you rejecting him on a date you didn't even consider would be a holiday date, he ends up stabbed and you feel a type a way about it now. This is literally giving Stockholm Syndrome, yet maybe to not that extent but...
You watch over him, you invite him to your home. He insults your meals, your place, how you live because of the circumstances you were given in life.
Now, now he's getting better. Now you feel somewhat relaxed by him since he's injured, he's been docile, he hasn't done anything but make you mildly, to say the least, irritated.
Then he confesses. He cried and confesses. BFFR!!
Not to mention he hasn't changed at all STILL!! Just because he's self aware doesn't mean he's changed completely. He still had the thoughts of taking him. "I thirst for more. I want to grope and burrow into him." "If I can't earn his trust no matter how hard and long I try, anyway... Should I just cut loose and satisfy my lust, at least?"
Even though he said forget about acting on it, his only desire that he he likes him.
HE SA HIM ANYWAY--
But can't have him. He's acting like a spoiled child. If he really wanted show he loved Mokhaw, he wouldn't has confessed. He would think about Mokhaw's feelings and thoughts. He wouldn't have touched him at all without his consent, not even that hug let alone sucking on his tits. That is SA.
The ONLY thing that stopped Nakwon was Mokhaw. He would have kept going until either his own thoughts realized if he kept on he'd have less of a chance or nothing. He is not thinking of Mokhaw.
This all started because Mokhaw wanted to protect his sister... I feel so bad for him.
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I enjoy this story for Mokhaw, his gang members, the flower shop lady, Ms. Kim Jungae. I don't know if this author meant to make a character so irredeemably detestable or what but I have two feelings about awful character. Keep them awful and show that or have their offense be redeemable. His are not.
This is just my opinion and I'm not hating on anyone who likes him or thinks he can be redeemed but 6months is not long enough. He has not suffered enough. He is sickeningly selfish and disgusting and only wants Mokhaw to ease his sick head. If he really loves him and regrets what he did he would stay as far away from Mokhaw as possible, maybe stop being a cop in a position of power. Get therapy. And then, maybe then after years of acceptance maybe he and Mokhaw could reunite in the future where Nakwon doesn't feel so strongly. If you love someone but your toxic and horribly traumatized them, let them go.
TLDR; Nakwon is an irredeemable rapist who is so selfish and caught up in his own head, he can't even see Mokhaw as more than someone he can't have and is having a meltdown over it.
While, Mokhaw doesn't even have an hint of a clue wtf is up with this cop other than that he is a cop that won't leave him alone to his flowers.

I don't hate this! I think in my haze as well I mentioned that. It's a good read that's why I felt something for these characters. Not everything is one way or the other! I just think pretty critically when consuming media with a lot of... feeling? I can like a story and still reflect on characters even if it's was a lot haha

Well it's good that you didn't force yourself lmao, seeing all this definitely made me raise my brow, it's good to think about what you consumme critically but sometimes we have to remember it's also fine to just take a story for what it is ahahhaha, I actually quite enjoy when we get so many feelings from a character like that, it reminds me of 2ha

Unrelated to the end storyline that's actually getting interesting, what if Moonseong went "Ghost" during their rendezvous? I just think it'd be funny lmao but seriously as much as I like seeing older/beefy men ravished, no literally means no and Hoyeon should have more respect for his new lover. Why does so much yaoi have to make things non/dubcon? Consent is so hot imagine him begging out for it. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Like seriously, your partner disrespecting your wishes in bed and going after a "no" is assault but I digress. Without him being dumped for something like that... I can also appreciate Moonseong being hot and thinking he should be completely ruined but like where he consents to it.
I hate that stupid yaoi excuse of, "I couldn't help myself" like if someone genuinely used that to you or you to anyone (nonconsensual), actually and disrespectfully die lmao
This story has the readers begging because... gAh. Respectfully, let them absolutely lose their minds together. I think that would be good actually. Healthy even