I think by touched means that the sergent, whom he kidnaped, was the one who brought up his boobs in the first place and even tried touch it, so bc of it everyone was starting to become corious and leading to worser scenario. And even worse when he normalize d all the grape and gaslighted him to think he should be fine with it and get over it.
Ugh i hate sec couple for like limitless misunderstanding and uke keep running away and seme just keep being trash.. like zero improvement and the author always tryna find a way to keep the story longer and dragging it with more unecessary trouble stuffs smh
The first start was great for the main couple but after it get resolved, the story is just... boring and annoying
Why yall get mad with seme tho? I mean its not anyone's fault, like they were not in the right mind when do it and uke made his decision himself to keep the child and runaway, and him coming back to uke bc he has been searching for anyone who marked him. Him being rich af ofc he would be kinda mad and know at the end. Ofc he'd have manipulative seme troupes but maybe its the only way to not scare uke away
This is trash, why the author always forcing to add ANY reasons to make yahwi more obssesed with jooin so he couldnt move on, like wanted to make toxic relationship but poorly executed and make the mc look so trash now
Dont come at me but i cant bring myself to care bout sec couple lol
From the raw i think author did such a good job on depicting when 2 people with mentally unstable fallen in love (toxic relationship), like forgiving and then hating each other the next day or couple hours, it keeps going in circle cuz they both triggering each other yet cannot escape cuz they both craving for loving and obssesing each other. they both has abondenment issues and more. Like mc keep falling into ML cuz ML keep guilt tripping the mc and keep spouting sweet words (the mc really craving for love), 20+ chapter just them going around and around and much worse when the mc confront his parents about the shaddy cult, and make his trauma and his mentally unstable gone worse like so sensitive and easily get trigger.
It is frustrating to read but thats the reality and the angst of mentally unstable love story.
It's weird if the mc can fix ml's mentally ill or vice versa in such a short amount of time. And at the end of the raw chapter (there is still more chapter to come) mc prob wanted a space between them (prob until ML can be in the right mind and progressing his mental health and prob fot he mc too so he can be mpre focusing on his career and his mental health cuz i see him going into psychiatrist(?)). So thats way when the ml asked and kneeled for forgiveness and ready to take punishment and his punishment is to keep on living (well cuz we know from the start he doesnt have a will to live, so mc thought if he doesnt getting better then this world would be still like hell and the mc doesnt have to worried that he will kill himself cuz he prob still love him). By the end ML, i guess, waiting to meet him so he went and wait outside of the theater mc work on and caught mc by suprise when mc got anxiety attack and almost fall on the stair so ml caught him by the hand and i think ML looks better than before.
I dont know if they both at least got better and then trying again to built healthy relationship, but i really hope so ╮(￣▽￣)╭
The plot seems going round and round with rape and ghost stuff and no closure. Like i get it, its horror but still like it need progress to the story bit by bit not just boomb by the end it reveal it all at once. The hints the author put just the same shouting in narrative, but the art for me it help to keep me going cuz.. its intresting to see how every chapter got diff art style lol
Well i guess the only thing that progressing its the art style that make author not focusing to the pace of the story lol
Its already trash even at the beginning lol, like whats the uke on about being all rude and shout all rage like some sort of evil master and butler all of sudden when someone simply asked if he need a drink lol. Like i know that drink might be or obsolutely shaddy but u dont have to be that rude and just kindly or just straight up refuse and move on..
For the first fime i see excessively obsessive "yandere" uke, theres MANY "yandere" seme this time is different.
I think this based on the novel bc while i was searching for the official web i came a across the nove with the smae name and BL tag on it in korean, so i thought HELL YEAH but got sad cuz i cant read korean (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Call me shamless but this guiding-esper tropes always like esper trying to runaway like ungrateful brat, tho they get help without their consent but still they lucky enough nothing bad happens （￣へ￣） even tho they needed the most help (like this overcome drug addict), they always short minded to runaway without any plan to what to do after that. Like if i were that esper then well i got nothing to lose and i get to live and get help so why not ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ rather than living in the street with drugs.
When i was in middle school, i was once have experienced, i felt obssesed by someone younger like jonah and someone the same age as me and lemme tell u it was traumatizing and hella annoying like sometimes he peeked into my house and balantly searching for me and i blocked his number and sosmed sooo many times yet kept appering, so this story giving me ptsd but i keep going cuz i love the author's art style ┗( T﹏T )┛ and i get what chang-gil's feeling.
Thank god, thats all in the past and i already moved from my previous house 10years ago.
I DONT LIKE the mc on how apathetic he is bc even tho they have the same family issues but the mc has someone (his uncle) and the enviorment that give him a hope and support him to overcome his issues. While the kid has no one he can depend to (well the kid has his cousin's husband (?) That seems genuienly concern of him, but i guess the way he react he himself struggling), and i hate when the mc said the bullying is a bareable thing to do (when u already have so much burden with unbareable guilty looking at ur mom and u have to suck it up with a burden of bullying and threath at school is definetly can cause mentally distrub).
No one in any shape of form can still have healthy spirit and mental if they put in such a situation (i was bullied and my friend has a divorced parents with financial problem, ive grown with panic and anxeity disorder with suciadal thoughts, while my friend have grown with bipolar disorder).
When the ML explain type of person who r gonna grow up such apethetic, it suits the mc the most (well not "literaly the most" cus he did have lil emptahy but zero consideration of others). And when one of his employe (orange hair) said "not anyone can be like u", i really hoping the mc has charather development and be more considered of others feeling, especially the kid. But 44 chapter still his thoughts of the kid dont change (well change lil bit cus of the kid's mom).
But i do like him lil bit cus somehow he is such a inspirasing monotone person but still his charather flaws annoyed me.
I DONT LIKE the mc on how apathetic he is bc even tho they have the same family issues but the mc has someone (his uncle) and the enviorment that give him a hope and support him to overcome his issues. While the kid has no one he can depend to (well the kid has his cousin's husband (?) That seems genuienly concern of him, but i guess the way he react he himself struggling), and i hate when the mc said the bullying is a bareable thing to do (when u already have so much burden with unbareable guilty looking at ur mom and u have to suck it up with a burden of bullying and threath at school is definetly can cause mentally distrub).
No one in any shape of form can still have healthy spirit and mental if they put in such a situation (i was bullied and my friend has a divorced parents with financial problem, ive grown with panic and anxeity disorder with suciadal thoughts, while my friend have grown with bipolar disorder).
When the ML explain type of person who r gonna grow up such apethetic, it suits the mc the most (well not "literaly the most" cus he did have lil emptahy but zero consideration of others). And when one of his employe (orange hair) said "not anyone can be like u", i really hoping the mc has charather development and be more considered of others feeling, especially the kid. But 44 chapter still his thoughts of the kid dont change (well change lil bit cus of the kid's mom).
But i do like him lil bit cus somehow he is such a inspirasing monotone person but still his charather flaws annoyed me.
It is sad that the author before passed away belive that this manga will never get an anime adaption.. but now thank god this manga finally deserve a spotlight for an anime adaption and the anime itself is not dissapointing at all （/TДT)/
It is so well written by the pace and theres no single boring pace (≧∀≦)
I get caught up by the story but annoyed at the same like the plot is kinda good but the phase is terrible bruh, wtih so much unecessery gang raped so much that i have to skip 4/5 chapter until to the point that is importang, and the aurthor dragging this story too much with rape like i get it to show how awful and torturoues his life is but it still have a need for a bit characther and story development to the story like for the mc. It always the same shit happen over and over to summarize (a high end men lust over the mc, and grey hair arrange antertaiment for them and keep throwing mc to the sex abuse and protitution and raped him again after mc done with client, mc got depressed looking ml for comfort that make them relationship and consiouness be more aware. Keep repeating of regretness bc of danger that it might cause. Repaeat. Until something different happen, ml finally decided something and get crushed again by the grey hair and mc becoming cold again bc of him in danger. Back to square one AGAIN).
It woulve been better if the story focus more on the mc secretly TRYING to found any of these animal men weakness and expose them to the ground to be finally free by pertending of being a doll just like they wanted (i mean he can bc he smart enough to be numb and control his emotions to be emotionless and cold), instead of making him being A LITERARLY A RAG DOLL that keep repeating regret and wanting to go back to the past and having him a power hole who can take anyone dicks. I get that bc of his trauma that everytime being rape and drug his mind become clouded and only think of a good time to keep his sanity and keep going BUT UNTIL WHEN? He already show his will to live and change, so how come for 8 years he still want to be their doll i dont get it. And i dont get why korean BL authors are into so much angst and raped
I really dont understand something.. can anyone kindly enough explain to me whats the point of the prologue in season 1? Like is it a foreshadowing on when baek yi (kim shin that finally become the president not just a boss) finally gonna take down castle's chairman (choi min wook)? And foreshadowing someone improtant to him died just like kim dae geon situation (it's in prologue season 2)?
I mean after finishing season 1 and this recent chapters Baek yi foundation still, like compare to others, a small foundation to be in such a large of mens like in prologue
I really dont understand something.. can anyone kindly enough explain to me whats the point of the prologue? Like is it a foreshadowing on when baek yi (kim shin that finally become the president not just a boss) finally gonna take down castle's chairman (choi min wook)? And foreshadowing someone improtant to him died just like kim dae geon situation (it's in prologue season 2)?
I mean after finishing season 1 Baek yi foundation still, like compare to others, a small foundation to be in such a large of mens like in prologue
Honestly i dont mind reading fckdup stories or heavy stories like this but somehow what irritating me the most is that a constant unecesseraliy A LOT LOT LOT EVERY CHAPTER ABOUT THEM HAVE SEX OR RAPE OR GANG RAPE, to the point of getting annoying up to 100 chapter like i get it they ended up addicted to it but still its not helping with the plot or pace of the story like it can be skip and focus on their charachter development or where this story goes bc im on 100 chapter still have no idea whre this is going. Ive seen fckdup stories and i always try to find reasonable side on the characther psychology (tho lil bit hoping the story would be at least good enough) BUT THIS?? All of them fckdup especially his brother WHO SUPPOSED TO BE THE SMART AND QUICK TO NOTICE AND YET DOESNT GIVE THEM ANY SUGGESTION TO GO TO THE PSYCHOLOGICAL THERAPY OR AT THE VERY LEAST SEPERATE THEM FAR FAR AWAY FOR A WHILE OR LONG ENOUGH SO THEIR ADDICTION DONT GET WORSE??!!! AND EVEN CAN GIVE THEM A MEDICINE OR SOMETHING THAT CAN REDUCE THEIR SEXUAL URGES (idk if theres medicine like that but one medicine i know is depression drugs(?) bc it can make u feel numb to anything) BUT ANYWAY HIM BEING IN MEDICAL ENVIORMENT THAT HAS A LOT OF MEDICAL OPTIONS AND YET HE CHOSE TO CURE THEIR FCKDUP MENTAL HEALTH WITH LOVE???!!! LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS GARBAGE
Oh i forgot their sad backstory or trauma is not that deep to be so fckdup in the head so they all psycho and unreasonable character IF being compare to any fckdup stories ive read
Well i know sunbae is a jerk but i think its because he was straight before so he still didnt know how gay sex works ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ since uke kept saying he felt good (even tho hes in pain), but still he is no better compare to that "hyung" bc he sees uke as a "convenient" to fullfil his dick. Also that "hyung" giving me a creep vibes, if i were uke i'd ended up in asylum with that level of manipulation and spiritual shit.
Hell but the art make them look so hot (╬￣皿￣)凸