I am a fan of the author as a person based on one interaction on twitter, she seems like a very sweet person. I dont know why she makes her characters suffer so much ┗( T﹏T )┛
Im just here in case of Dochan and Eun-oh tidbits. I feel like I was robbed of them in the first season
Seunghyun not wanting to stop and even suggesting doing it outside. My boy is so down bad for Chaejun and he doesn’t even know
Wanted to just say that it looks like something from chapter 19 was missed since it was skipped but in chapter 19 Chaejun admits that he did indeed touch Seunghyun while he was asleep.
With that in mind I have a theory as to why Chaejun said what he said about the condoms probably not fitting.
This guy lied about not touching Seunghyun while he was sleeping back in chapter 16, do we really trust him to be honest about whether a condom really would fit or not? He probably just wants to touch Seunghyun with nothing in between them. My boy may be a great guy but he’s also greedy and not above lying to hide his lust for Seunghyun.
Plus he only has Seunghyun to go on for how to put on a condom, and Seunghyun said he’s never put on a condom(cuz he also has no experience?). In ch 14 (or was it 13) Seunghyun partially puts on the condom, incorrectly, then it disappears. So Chaejun only has that to go on, its possible none of the condoms will fit if he doesn’t put them on correctly given how big he is. Im leaning towards he just doesnt want to use them lol, but thats my speculation
“A grown man who gave 110% against literal children”
Almost spat out my chicken, idk why this was so funny
I commented earlier about their relationship and sexual experience status but wanted to provide a fan translation of what I read from the authors note:
Translating with a bit of help from ChatGPT, keeping it as literal as possible:
Q: What is each person’s number of relationships and experience status?
Chaejun: X
Seunghyun: 3 times with older partners, experience X
Source of authors note: ch 36 in the raws
Analysis: (skip if not interested!)
I think “experience” here means sexual experience. The author’s answer means Chaejun had no relationships whatsoever and no sexual experience hence just the “X”. And for Seunghyun he’s had 3 relationships with older partners but sexual experience is X meaning none.
We all knew already Chaejun is an introvert king so no surprises there. But Seunghyun having no experience either, especially after 3 relationships? He acts so slutty around Chaejun. He always makes moves on Chaejun and grabs his dick all the time. He gave him a bj as a joke. He once said “its ridiculous promising a lifetime together off one time having sex” You’re telling me this absolute menace is a virgin? Author??? The only hint we got was that he said he’s never opened a condom and he put it on so badly people thought the author was the one with no experience, which I think is hilarious. It was more believable this clearly talented artist couldn’t draw putting on a condom than Seunghyun being sexually inexperienced. Honestly I also went with there’s no way he’s a virgin he probably just went without them before.
They both think the other is a slut. Chaejun thinks Seunghyun is a slut for the same reasons I did. And Seunghyun thinks Chaejun is a slut because he’s good in bed. When in reality they were both virgins until each other. Laughing my ass off, it’s too much.
And then when I think about this whole situation a little more, it’s also oddly sweet. Because that would mean Chaejun is the first person Seunghyun felt so comfortable with to be acting like such a slut. I think this is what makes this series so good and unforgettable. Because underneath all the ridiculousness and chaos between them, is a hidden sweetness and feeling of comfort.
Chapter 19 was so sweet
Spoilers/ long Analysis ahead
1. Chaejun cuddling Seunghyun using the excuse of keeping him warm
2. Seunghyun getting upset at the thought that Chaejuns feelings for him aren’t genuine
3. Chaejun holding Seunghyun closer when apologizing to him, knowing it’s his fault Seunghyun got sick (AC)
4. Chaejun shyly hiding his face behind Seunghyun after saying he’s gonna do what he wants
5. Them accidentally pressing their faces too close and getting shy and blushing
6. Chaejun shamelessly taking advantage of Seunghyun’s coughing to awkwardly flirt with him
7. Seunghyun refusing to let the nipple thing go even when they make up, and Chaejun’s little “Can’t I?”, insinuating he has every right to suck his nipples in his sleep (he lied in chapter 16). This is the best line in this chapter, it’s possessive and confident but delivered in such a low effort way
8. Chaejun initiating just a kiss, but Seunghyun going further and not wanting to stop (the rubbing on the D?? Sir???)
9. Seunghyun freaking out about being caught but Chaejuns just looking at and reacting only to him.
Their feelings are all out in the open in this chapter.
At this point Chaejun knows Seunghyuns feelings run deeper than he admits because imagine fighting, then putting space between the two of you, and your situationship comes to find you while he’s sick and you know the journey is physically difficult for him (ch 9). We know what you are Seunghyun. And Chaejun is just Chaejun, forever loving and greedy with him.
The author really knows how to draw out the little details that create such sweet moments