Alice K's Topics (133)

Maturing is realizing Chaejun is like Sweden from Hetalia. Strong and silent, sweet, devoted, attracted to one person and one person only. They both oddly even share the love for building furniture. They’re also both around six foot five lol

I’m… jealous

Ugh I love it when the bottom teases the top and the top can’t help but fall for it. Top is so obsessed with the bottom he lets him step on his feet and has to twirl his hair and hold his hand in the shower lol

I wonder if the author also has some parental trauma they expressed through Sohan. His issues with his dad seemed so realistic. His emotional journey in accepting his dad will never come to love him and the feeling of isolation from the trauma is explored in a way I haven’t seen in other BL stories.
There’s the sense of duty to his parent which is why he can’t abandon his dad. Then there’s some hope that he could really rebuild a relationship with him after all as they spend time together. And then came the despair and realization that his dad has never wanted that and never will.
The story touches on campus life but for other people, not for Sohan who never had the chance to even consider college. His landlord goes to college and his cafe coworker goes to college and the cafe is popular with people his age who are going to college. He goes to the campus library even but not as a student. It feels like a deliberate choice to show how the actions of his failure of parents robs Sohan of the chance to lead a life others around him are leading, despite being in close proximity to them.
I have great respect for people who make the decision that college is not the right fit for them, but in Sohan’s case he was robbed of making that choice in favor of working to pay his dads debt. Everything he did was for the benefit of other people, and nobody stopped him. Nobody helped him. My heart hurts for Sohan.
But on the bright side, he can now just go to a whole nother planet where he wont need to work lol. And it’s up to him when he wants to go. Sihwa recognizes and cherishes his kindness, and is someone who finally puts Sohan first.

“He does that when we sleep together”
Not even trying to hide it, but ig everyone already knew

Pathetic obsessed tops are a need

Somnophilia initiated by Byeoru back in chapter 20 smth and now by Shinri. Author is a freak low-key

So the lie was he didn’t want revenge

Do we have to make a girl be the obstacle between them, come on. There’s got to be a better way to have female characters in a bl story without making them play this role. Im glad the author is setting her up with a side character as someone pointed out to me but Im so tired of seeing oh the girl likes one of them and thats her only trait
I get its a bl story and the focus isnt on girls but still

First time they have sex, Seunghyun came first.
Second time they have sex, Chaejun holds Seunghyun back from cumming and releases him once he gets close to finishing too.
Third time they have sex, Chaejun knows exactly how to pace his thrusts, taking in Seunghyuns every reaction, and adjusts to sync with him to finish together.