seabi's Things

y'all please i need an advice asap. so basically i have a friend who did me dirty so many times like 4years ago but i was too dependent on her so i couldn't let go of her. then time passed and in 2022 i decided to stop being friends w her. eventually i texted her in late 2022 and we've been friends again since then, BUT. i met a guy who i kinda like and we've been talking for more than a year now, and i've been telling my friend about him every time we call. 2 weeks ago we were talking about him and she asked me if she could follow him, i said yes (i shouldn't have clearly) and then 2 days ago i saw MY BOY FRIEND IN OUR DC GROUP!
so i was like what???? and my friend added him wo me knowing. ( there's like 1000 pics of me bad pics essentially !!!!) so i called our dc grp and he also joined.
we talked a lot etc and then after like 3hours, my friend showed us her ancient insta post and stories. (js so u know since i could see her insta and her conv i literally saw my boy friend in her last conv so it means they've been talking wo me knowing ). so she showed us and i was like girl no please don't there's photos of me and i'm really insecure. she didn't care and started to show everyone in the go photos of me from a year ago or things she put in her private insta story. i started sobbing and crying so hard and went quiet. then she stopped and they were like « are u ok? what's wrong » GIRL U SRS? she literally humiliated me in front of my boy friend but ok. and hahahah

wait that's not the worst part. she asked him if he wanted to play w her and they played for hours together just them. i hung up and cried myself to sleep. since then i've been distancing myself from him and everyone cuz i know it's over and he's gonna chose her now. well.. i was right. today i was on insta and oh! i saw her insta private story, she added him. he also added her in his. and ??? she posted some conv w him in her story, and photos of them playing games. he also did the same. am i tripping????? so i started crying and texted her « wtf?? » then she's like « what » and i said « nvm » and she replied « do u like him? »
LIKE GIRL


anyways sorry for yapping but idk what to do should i just distance myself from everyone block her block him? idk and js so u know i also met a guy in 2020 was OBSSESED w him for 3 years and they flirted and called each other for a whole year while i still liked him.
he unfollowed me but he's still following her, he also said « i wanna see u » and she replied « me and seabi? » and he said « what? no just you » like …. can you NOT steal my friends ? especially my boy friends please. these are the only 2 boys i’ve ever talked w. and she stole them both. js to let u know, she has so many friends and so many boy friends, but no she HAS to talk to my friend ofc right. i hate myself

guys having a narcissistic mother is HELL. pure fucking hell she makes me want to kms every damn day leave me the fuck alone it’s so tiring i cry everyday bc of her
i know lots of you won’t understand what i’m saying but she’s eating my mental health like crazy. always victimizing herself, yelling at me for things that i did not do or just saying she’s gonna khs every time i say something. she created my an ed and now this ??? istg i’m living in hell

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